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I woke up and nobody was there
I wanted someone to hold me and cuddle with me and tell me how much they love me

I got up and couldnt hold it in
I went inside the bathroom and bend down and threw up in the toilet
I stood up and washed my face in the sink
i looked up and saw how disgusting I was

A tear shed down my eye
Yoongi deserves someone better!
He does not love me anymore!

I came out and decided to put an effort on myself
I brushed my hair and put on a outfit that I thought looked good but I knew I would ruin it with my ugly face

I put my shoes on and walked outside the door
I went to take the elevator and went down to the bottom floor
i got there and went out, I felt the cold air against my face
I felt like I could breathe again

I walked and walked
I didmt know where I was going bht just wanted my mind to be blank
I got to a park and sat on the bench
I saw all the little kids with their parents smiling

I never went through that
My parent swould always abuse me and never took csre of me with love
I know that am no good use

I stood up and decided to go back home to cook for Yoongi
I walked and walked
I got to the building and got on the elevator and put the 3rd floor

I got to the apartment and the dolr was suprisingly opened
I hear giggles as I got closer and closer to Yoongi and my room

I opened the door and couldnt believe what I saw with my eyes
A tear left my eye
"WHY?!"
"Your a good for nothing Jung Hoseok!"

I ran out and those words kept repeating in my head
Im not a good for nothing
Im not a good for nothing
Im not a good for nothing
Im not a good for nothing
IM NOT A GOOD FOR NOTHING

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