YinWar - Realistic Love S2 [Complete]

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Yin still cannot believe his eyes right now, he sees this human being that he could only saw in his dream in the past few years lying next to him, sleeping peacefully. It's been around 30 minutes, Yin stares at sleeping War, it's like nothing can take his eyes from War. He has his head lean on his hand while the other hand caressing War's hair and face non-stop. One time he smiles, but a couple minutes next he shed some tears. So many things that Yin needs to think about, but everything seems to disappear just like that. His head cannot think, in a literal sense, refuse to think. It looks like his brain can only digest one thing, and one thing only, War is back in his life, everything else can wait.

'You know' Yin speaks softly to the sleeping War, too soft as it can be mistaken as a whisper. 'They said one day I'll get over you' Yin tries to hold back his tears. 

'I tried to forget all the times we spent together' 

'God knows how much I prayed that He erased you from my mind'   

'They said as soon as my heart stop breaking, I'll be over you' 

'But one thing you have to know War, as long as you are not with me, my heart cannot stop breaking'  

Yin wipes his escaping tears as he reminisces all the pain and heart broken moments in the past few years. It's an overwhelming feeling for him actually as he started to cry. Yin walks slowly to the bathroom and slumps to floor while leaning to the door he closed. He doesn't understand either, his heart is truly breaking into pieces, the wound is wide open. 

'ooohhh.. God' Yin cries so hard while hugging his knees. What he feels right now is not easy to be explained or understood. Yin's overwhelming fear of losing War again has overtook his part of happiness in seeing his love again. Separated from War for years and being severely broken have created its own trauma to Yin's entire being. His mind seems to confuse on how to react to the fact that War is now coming back to his life, even though his heart is full of happiness. He is afraid that all of these are only temporary and War will leave him again, broken. 

Yin gets out from the bathroom after splashing some waters to his face. He sees War still in deep sleep, all the crying and sobbing have made him exhausted. Yin walks through War's stuffs. He smiles now and then seeing and touching them. 

'Business and management' Yin humming while going through some books on War's study desk. His eyes landed on a book and found War's saving book inside. He goes through the pages of the book and sees tables with dates and numbers. It was starting from 4 years a go. It can be seen that War recorded all his earnings, expenses, saving, and one row named 'Loan to Phi Yin'. Yin bites his lip looking at how small War's expenses and saving, he was also not earning much. He knows that his life must be very difficult. He strolls for more pages until he finds some old photos, they were photos printed from a photo booth. Yin touches the photos and smiles with some hint of sadness in his face, those photos were from their date, old old date. War was still using that white shirt as he was a freshman and Yin with his black t-shirt. 

Yin immediately puts back the book when he hears some movement from the bed, he looks at War for a moment until he stops moving and gets back to his deep sleep. Yin sees some bottles of medication, he takes them and studying the names and ingredients. They are mostly related to kidney, Yin then remembers what Bright told him about War donating one of his kidneys. 'How can he maintain his health with working so much like this' Yin murmurs while standing and looking at War. 

While still looking around the bedroom he incidentally drops a paper from the table, Yin squats as to take the paper that goes below the cupboard near the desk. As his hands reached out to the paper he sees a tube and takes it out. He knows exactly what is inside, It is an antidepressant meds. Yin puts the tube in his pocket as he hears War's phone is buzzing. He walks to the small desk near the bed and takes the phone as it continues to buzz, it is an incoming call.