'What are you thinking?' Meen said to War who just sits and playing around with the burger he has in front of him. 'You said you are hungry?' Meen looks at War worries.
'I am' War takes his burger and gets one bite. Meen has prepared that burger for War, there are mayonnaise and tomatoes in there, but when War gets it, he couldn't taste anything. It's like his taste buds are not working. He bites that burger again, and again, but it still tasteless.
'You don't like it?' Meen again tries to get War's attention. He can feel something wrong with War. 'No, I'm just a bit tired' War tries to cover up his anxiousness. Since that time in the airport he saw Yin, War cannot handle the alteration of his mood. His heart starts to feel weird and he has no appetite to do anything anymore, including to eat. He is not seeing Yin for almost a month, it's not important that he is mad or hate Yin, but he cannot lie that he misses the guy. Getting a 5 second glance at Yin, even from a far, making War missing him even more.
Meen puts down his food and cleans himself and then stands and reaches for War.
'Let's go, you need to rest' Meen takes War's hand and guides him back to the car.
'I'm sorry for making you come far away to the airport and picked me up' Meen said to War the moment the sit in the back of Meen's car. 'It's fine, I don't have anything to do anyway' War convinced him. 'They really gave you lots of work, didn't they?' Meen asked again.
War: Meen, please. I'm an intern. Practically, I'm at the bottom of the food chain, of course I got so much thing to do. Don't mention anything about talking to my manager again, you make stress, really.
Meen feels so guilty looking at War who looks tired indeed. 'I should've not asked you to come'
War: Meen, I said it's ok, don't talk about it again, please.
Meen just nods and both are stop talking for a while.
Meen takes a glance at War once in a while and then stop to stare at him for a bit when he is already in between awake and sleep. Meen pays attention to War, he almost cannot hold his head anymore. The moment War's head is almost hit the car window, Meen, in a flash, sneaks his hand to catch it. Meen slowly brings War's head closer to him and move his shoulder a bit, he puts War's head on his chest and embraces his shoulder and hugs him tight. War can feel a better position and snuggles a bit to find more warmth, Meen even hugs him tighter.
'Hmmm...' Meen can feels some movement from War. He softly rubs War's arm to calm him down but he is a bit startled when suddenly War circling his arm to hug him. Meen's eyes are a bit dilated when he feels War moves and hold his body tighter. Meen can only smile and smile again at this moment, how he wished this can last a bit longer, but the car is approaching War's apartment.
'War...' Meen softly rubs War's hair to wake him up.
'War, love..' Meen smiles for a second listening to his own word, but comes back to reality when he feels War makes some movement.
'rhhmmm... I'm tired.. 5 minutes, 5 minutes' War mumbles and Meen cannot help to smile and again caresses War's hair.
'..5 minutes, I'm tired, Yinn...'
Meen's smile suddenly gone hearing this name. Meen can only close his eyes, he never knew that one sided love can be this painful. He can feel a pang in his chest thinking that War is hugging him right now just because he thought he was hugging Yin. It was painful but Meen is a realist, he has determined his goal, to make War forget Yin and open his heart for him. He knows it will take time and efforts, so he will not let this small hurdle denies him from his ultimate goal.
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YinWar - Realistic Love S2 [Complete]
FanficIT'S ALL OR NOTHING. EITHER YOU ARE IN OR YOU ARE OUT. THERE IS NO IN BETWEEN. p.s: please read the Realistic Love to get the background of this FF. Hope you like it.