gaara x rock lee

severed lines

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gaaras pov:

i hate sakura i hate rocklee and i now wish to never see them again. even if my village needs help i'd rather let it fall. for rocklee to be my first love is the worst for him to just walk out on me it hurts more. my chest hurts. i know hearts don't physically break but it hurts so much!

from the corner of my eye i could see rocklee yelling at sakura from a distance. i couldn't bare to even look at them. it's like they were a annoying pest i couldn't get rid of. i left temari and kankuro at the village because i wanted to be alone on this journey.

i headed to hokage tsunade. i had my reasons being there. i want to let her know i'm done with the leaf. i'm not making another mistake again.

as i was heading there a kunai went flying past my face. such a nuisance. i turned around to see an angry idiot. that idiot was sakura. just her being angry makes her forehead bigger. "what do you want" i asked staring at her as i crossed my arms.
"you need to leave" she yelled back. "your a coward! you have no right to be in the leaf!" i stared at her and turned away continuing to see lady tsunade.

sakura followed me all the way there so i replaced myself with a clone. letting my physical body not to be attacked by a leech. sakura would be busy dealing with another me. i headed up the stairs to lady tsunades desk. she looked me up and down wondering why i was here. me the kazekage. here at the leaf. for what.

i started to get paranoid about it. will she be ok with me leaving. severing our bonds. i won't see rocklee again. but what if i don't sever our alliance what would happen.! "tsunade" i said nervously
"it's lady tsunade get it right" she said back looking at me. "ahem..well i want to sto-" i was about to say what i wanted to say about our alliance, rock lee came in. the door slammed out leaving a silence going around the room. "rock lee what is it?" tsunade said. lee had a determined look on his face.

"lady tsunade kazekage gaara of the sand wants to stop our alliance!" he said staring at me. i turned to face him with my arms crossed "lee..this doesn't concern you at all" "yes it does! because if you do this i won't be able to ever see you again!" those words hit me where it hurt.
"gaara?" i heard him say but it sounded as if it was getting far.
"gaara!" tsunade then yelled. everything was in slow motion. the room was spinning soon enough it felt like i was falling. maybe for ever.

lee was still yelling and so was tsunade yelling to get help in the room. i don't know what's happening. all i could hear was the sound of sand pouring. my head hit the floor and i passed out.  my thoughts were racing. in my head.

i started dreaming. i could see me? standing ahead. "is that me" it felt like i was forgetting who i was. i looked down at my hands "these are mine" i turned around to the voice of someone yelling "wake up!" i want to but i don't know if i can.

my dream

is it something i should be worried about

or not?