Confession (Kth X Reader)

Chapter"17"

"Really isn't there anything else you wanna tell or something you're hiding from us",jungkook asked with a smug face because he knows something was off about you today even though he hasn't met you in awhile.

"What else i'll be hiding? Anyways tell me what you guys are doing here?",i rolled my eyes on jungkook.

Well it's not something new for him or you, cuz you often rolled eyes on him and it was like a habit of yours.

"This jungkook was being a total introvert because you ditch him. So we brought him  here so he can come out of his shell",lara said dipping some fries in the sauce and stuffed in her mouth.

She realised what she said and choked on her fries.

Jimin slightly face palmed himself.

"Ahh she is so random",you shake your head abruptly in your mind.

"Well you know it's just a habit of me telling her everything. It just slipped out of my mouth umm sorry",lara said fidgeting her fingers.

"Well yeah i'm being an introvert but it has nothing to do with y/n ditching me", he hissed making environment more awkward.

No one dare to speak up not even lara fight back to jungkook on his sarcastic reply.

"Soo-", you said breaking the awkward silence. You were thinking what to say.

"Umm it means that you have moved on. since, you said it has nothing to do with me", you asked clearly not to create any misunderstanding.

"Well i didn't said that", jungkook muttered under his breath.

"Huh", you give him a confused look.

"So do you s-still lo-um l-llike me?",you asked stuttering making sure not to look in those dark orbs which makes you even more guilty.

He didn't utter a single word just his gaze was enough to told you that he isn't over on you.

"I'm sorry. I know, my apologies can't fixed your heart but still i can't help my self i love him", you said in a low voice restraining yourself for shedding any tears.

"I hope we are still friends",you asked him looking carefully in his eyes.

And that was the moment where he loose it. his heart started to beat abnormally. He didn't even know what was happening. He saw her after a long time and his heart was beating faster but when she looked in his eyes. That look always makes his mind go crazy and that love which was he trying to get over. That overwhelmed feeling inside him make it really hard for him not to love her.

A/n: lol me writing about these god knows overwhelmed feelings makes  me laugh so hard on myself and the fun fact is i never had a boyfriend in my seventeen year life.
*sobbing in the corner*

"We're still friends just like the older times",he said with those hearty eyes that can make any girl go weak on her knees.

Jimin raised his brows in confusion and lara whose brows were knitted together were confused.

Your heart felt at ease. This was the least thing you were expecting. You were thinking he will be angry on you not gonna talk to you might curse at you for being a cold bit*h but he did nothing!!.

You feel like shit now cuz he is still being nice to you besides from the fact how brutally you rejected him.
You wanted to cry for hours.

"Did loving someone can be this much hard",you asked to yourself.

You felt nostalgic. you didn't know what was happening in your surrounding.  those tears in jungkook's eyes after you rejected him and taehyung's eyes when you confessed to him. your mom's words  they all rushed to your head one by one making your head ache in an immense pain not long gone your head started spinning and you fell to the ground.