Confession (Kth X Reader)

Chapter"14"

He regretted every thing!!

He hate this moment when he was expecting you to be in his arms you weren't there. There was nothing in his arms. Just empty and cold arms you weren't there to make him warm. There was just a heavy heart of his with lots of regrets. He wish if he could turn the time and tell you the truth may be right now you would be here with him.

Life isn't going to be easy not for him and not for you as well. His heart clenched at the thought of you getting suffer. Suffering to get love from the one who doesn't love you. He could be happy just seeing you smiling but deep down inside he knows that's not the plan of fate.

With his pain he dragged his feet out of the lawn. People were vibing to the music totally forgetting what happen a few minutes ago. Tears, heartbroken and the thought of you loving someone else just split him into pieces.

He won't forget that night.

3 days later~~~

You were in your bedroom getting ready for the dinner that you had in an hour with your soon to be inlaw's. You were nervous just like any other girl but you were also sad. You were happy but you can't forget the broken eyes of jungkook you tried to call him but he didn't answer no one knows about his whereabouts. You blamed yourself for all this.

"You look pretty",said your mom.

"As always",you said with sarcasm.

Your mom snorted.

There was silence for mere second.

"Are you happy?",she broke the silence.

"Don't i look one",you said finally making eye contact with her.

"By hurting your closest friend?",she said with concern.

Your heart clenched.

You shut your eyes tightly.

"He'll be fine",you said with a straight face.

"Did you believe your own words or its just to convince me",she said in a sad tone.

You looked in her eyes. You stop yourself to shed tears in front of her as you perked your head to the other side.

"When are we leaving",you said in an attempt to change the subject.

"I must say you haven't choose the right person",she said as she continued.

"I wish that you will live a happy life but i don't see one",she said with disappointment all over her face.

You ignored all her comments as you continued to do your work.

"Please inform me when we're leaving",you said almost done with her hate towards your love.

Why everyone is telling me what is right for me. Why everyone is forcing me to be with someone i don't love. Why people can't see me and my pain why it's just about jungkook and his pain. Why they all are thinking i'm wrong.

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You unbuckled your seat belt as doorman open the car door for you. You thanked him as you made your way to the entrance with your parents. Your mood was off because what your mother said to you earlier was now hitting you like bricks.

You never thought that this could happen just to get your love. You never thought that in the process of getting him you have to face a lot.

"Nervous",your dad said smiling

You weakly smiled and shake your head abruptly.

"Thanks to you i'm so happy today",your dad said.

The door soon open revealing a maid in her usual uniform. She greeted us and lead us to further in their house. You soon saw taehyung as you smiled seeing him walking towards you. He stand across you as he greeted you and your parents you started to feel weak on your knees he smiled. when everyone was busy talking whenever we made eye contact he gave me a smile which makes your heart go boom boom and i want it more.

Y/n's POV:

I don't if it is love or what but i feel so right whenever i'm with him even though it is wrong what i did but still it feel right. I forget all my worries,depression all my sinful acts that i have done which haunt me all day and night but with you i forgot everything and with that i think you're the best option for me to give you my whole life though you're not the one for those whom i love the most but still you're the one.

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Weeks went by fast. I still call jungkook everyday but he doesn't pick up my call. Now i'm tae's fiance our marriage is just two weeks away i'll be his wife soon but i don't feel excited maybe it is because i feel sorry for jungkook or maybe it is because i hurt him or maybe tae is to shy that he doesn't make me feel like one but still love is love and once we got married every thing will be fine i know it that's how it works.

Jungkook's POV:

I have been locked in my room since that day i don't want to go outside i don't feel like. I don't understand what i actually did to receive this. Why y/n?! Why you have to choose him over me?. Why you can't see anything? Why you act like a blindfolded?! Why you can't see he doesn't love you and why you can't see my love why!! Just why?? From past weeks he have been questioning himself just why he fell for her he really wanted to hate her and he tried too but couldn't do that at the end. He ended up hating himself for thinking that way. He ignored everyone. He ignored himself.

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Y/n:
Can we meet today?

Tae:
Ohky :)

Y/n:
Great. I'll be ready at 4 is that ok?

Tae:
Totally fine for me ;)

Y/n:
Ok. When are we going to buy my bridal dress?

Tae:
Aren't you buying it today when we will meet?

Y/n:
Well no i just want to meet you today and talk. I didn't thought of buying it. Should we buy it?

Tae:
Hmm we can buy it today if it's ok to you?

Y/n:
Ok.

She switch off the phone. She was sad "why is he so shy",you muttered under your breath.

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