Nothing- pansy Parkinson

I know I'm not the only one

BEFORE WE START THIS STORY MENTIONS ACHOLE AND SELF HARM READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!!!!

It's now 4:40 pm and I'm starting to walk to the common room. "god I cant wait to see Draco," I said to myself. I'm walking downstairs when I see Blaise. "I'm gonna go say hello," I thought to myself. "Hello Blaise, it's nice to see you!" I said to Blaise. "HEYYY PANSY!!!! wassup?" Blaise asked. Oh my god, he's drunk. The party just started how is he already drunk? "Have you seen Draco?" I asked. "...no I don't," he said while not looking at me in the eyes. It was obviously a lie but I just brushed it off my shoulder. ' okay thanks tho," I said and walked away. 'where is Draco I haven't seen him anywhere its been 30 minutes?' I thought to myself. I find a seat and go sit down to text Draco. "where are you? I haven't seen you all night," I asked him. It's been five minutes and still no reply. 'maybe he's in his room, I go to walk to his dorm when Harry stopped me. "What Potter I need to find Draco I feel like something bad has happened," I yelled. "come with me to the astronomy tower," Harry asked. "Sure just let me tell Draco first," I said. before harry told me no I saw them. Draco and y/n dancing. He was holding her waist, they were smiling and laughing. 'He has never smiled like that at me. is there something wrong with me?' I thought to myself. I could feel my eyes starting to tear up. I looked at Harry. "what am I supposed to do? he lied to me," I cried to harry. "hey hey don't cry he didn't deserve you keep your head up you will find someone better," Harry pleaded. After Harry finished I wiped the tears off my face and walked up to Malfoy. "May I have this dance?" I asked. He shook his head yes and started to dance with me. "What was that?" I whispered. "It was nothing we were just dancing. Darling, I promised the world I'm not gonna break that promise," Draco assured me. 'This was obviously a sign that he's lying to me but I can't leave him. I'm just gonna ignore it.' I thought to myself. " You promise?" I asked. He just shook his head yes. After thirty minutes of dancing, I decided it was time to go back to my dorm. After I got home, all I could think of was him dancing with her. I walked to my closet to get the bottle of alcohol that I haven't touched in weeks. "Cheers to my broken heart," I cried. ' I spent all of the love I saved on him, just for him to cheat on me and lie straight to my face about it,' i thought. " It was nothing we were just dancing," I mocked him. A few minutes have passed and I got a text message from Draco assuring me that he loves me. " loving you is a losing game," I replied. 'why did I say that? Draco does feel for me. I think he does at least' i thought to myself. " If that's how you feel I believe we should break up," He texted. at that moment my heart shattered. (TW this part) At that moment all I could think of was a blade.

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