I'm Here ((Anthari))

Anthony or Peter?

(A/N Alright guys I feel like a slacker! But I had writers block! I tried to update but Wattpad kept saying it was undergoing maintenance and would be back shortly -_- It lied! well I'm back and updated! Well...Here it is!!)

Mari's P.O.V.

  Anthony grabbed my hand. "Mari please, tell me what's wrong!" He pleaded. I got out of his grip, and ran to my room. I locked the door as soon as I got in. "M-Mari please!" Anthony said as if he were to burst into tears any second now. I went to the bathroom and looked for razors, to get a blade from. I felt as if Peter was dissapointed in me, as if he couldn't even look at me right now. "I-I'm coming soon P-Peter" I said, a warm tear ran down my cheek. I put the blade up to my wrists, ready to cut. When I heard crying outside my door. I felt guilty, like I did something to hurt him. I thought to myself, this is another reason to end yourself, you'll keep Anthony out of pain. I walked out of the bathroom. I heard Anthony crying outside of my door. I started to cry harder, I opened the door and hugged him tightly. "G-Good b-bye Anthon-ny" I whispered I walked back into my room and locked the door. "NO MARI PLEASE" He yelled banging on the door. I put the blade up to one of my wrists again. Anthony knocked down the bedroom door. I quickly locked the bathroom door before he got to it. I quickly put the blade up to my wrist and pushed down. I winced in pain. Anthony kept yelling through the door now sobbing "MARI STOP". I went to my other wrist, just as I was about to put force Anthony grabbed the blade out of my hand. I cried into his chest. He immediatly picked me up bridaly style and ran to his room. The first aid kit was still in there from the other day. I don't remember what else happened from there, because I went into another world thinking about Peter. I saw a memory of Peter and I at the theatre. We were watching "The Bridges Of Madison County" Peter and I were holding hands, he looked at me, I looked back at him. We slowly moved closer to eachother and kissed. That day he made me feel like I was the only girl in the world. He made me smile, laugh, cry, but he never made me feel hurt. Whenever we got in fights at the end, he would always hug me and whisper to me that he was sorry. Anthony he has made me smile, laugh, and cry too. The thing is that he has hurt me before though. It was the first time he hurt me, but I don't think he meant to. It was because of Kalel, I should've told him as soon as I found out, but if I did Kalel wouldn't have been my BEST friend anymore. Anthony and I are at BEST friend level right now, but Anthony has been going a little over the friend zone. I don't know weather to let him or keep him out. Everytime I do something romantic I cry and think of Peter. All the sudden a memory of mine came up. I don't know if this was myself making this or if it actually was a memory. It was Peter and I at the lake house for the summer. Peter and I were talking "I don't know what I would do without you" I giggled. "Well.....First off" Peter said. "I would want you to move on" He said putting his arm around me. "And second of all, as long as I live I would NEVER leave you!" He smiled, I smiled back. So Peter wants me to move on? What if I can't yet? What if I don't want to? What if.....What if I forget about him. I could feel myself being shaken but I couldn't snap out of my thoughts. Peter and I would've been so happy together and lived forever! How can I move on from a love so great? What if I try and never do? I then thought about Anthony. What if he's the cure? Should I trust him? Why would I trust him? What if he's acting like he likes me to help me get better? Or even worse because he needs to get it out of him because he no longer has Kalel to love! What if this will be a mistake? There are so many question I want to ask and need to be answered, but right now I'm the only source of hope. I thought it through clearly Anthony loves me though if he used all his force to get through the two doors, just to get to me and stop me from commiting suicide, but yet again he did JUST break up with Kalel and might feel like he NEEDS to love me. I think I'm going to give him one week to prove he actually loves me. I suddenly snapped out of my thoughts to find myself in Anthony's arms, being squeezed so hard that I'm unable to breath. I saw Anthony bandaged my cut while I was in my own world. "A-Anth-ony I-I c-can't b-b-reath!" He suddenly let go of me. "M-Mari, you're okay!" He said with a tear rolling down his face. I smiled and kissed him. He was suprised at first but kissed back. He pulled away, I missed the warmth of his lips on mine. "A-Are y-you hungry o-or something?" He asked. I nodded my head, "Can we get pizza?" I asked. Anthony laughed, "Anything for meh lady!" He shouted, running off to call the pizza place. I giggled. 
*Time skip* (Because I'm lazy -_-)
Anthony and I were cuddled on the couch eating pizza, when a dish SOMEHOW fell out the cabinet and fell onto the ground. I screamed, Anthony looked over. There was no one there. "Anthony?" I asked him. "Ya?" He replied. "D-Do you think that was Peter?" I asked him. He looked at me and hugged me tightly, "No because Peter would've wanted you to move on and be happy if he did love you" Anthony said. I smiled at that, he smiled at me. We slowly leaned in until or lips connected. His lips were so soft and warm. I kissed back. I think I'm deffinantly going to give Anthony a chance.