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GUYS IM SERIOUSLY REALLY SCARED TO DO THIS. BUT IM DOING IT ANYWAYS! love ya- Liz <3

Ugly

fat

worthless

slut

loser

whore

I fought back the tears as i lay on my bed, staring at the fairy lights strung over the walls.

I have been staying home for a week now. I don't have the strength to face Gia and the others.

My sisters don't care anyways.

Every afternoon, I look out the window, to see Connor and Gia holding hands and pennyboarding.

Andrea has already made new friends.

Why won't he notice me again?

Did he ever like me more than just a friend? Or have I just been a girl that he felt bad for.

I sigh and hop off my bed.

The sun is just coming up and the air smells like dew.

Downstairs, I can hear my sister breaking bottles, completly drunk.

I splash the cold water on my face and stare at the mirror.

All there is, is a skinny broken girl, with long brown birdnest hair and dark circles under her eyes. My cheeks are drained, and my lips are chapped.

Unable to look at myself, I quickly change into a Blink 182 muscle shirt, a black bandeau, black skinny jeans, and vans.

At least I look presentable.

I grab my phone and my wallet, and slowly walk downstairs.

My oldest sister is passed out on the sofa and my other sister is probably still out.

I look in the fridge, to find it absolutly bare. What a surprise.

I sigh and quickly slip out of the house.

The walk to starbucks is nice and quiet. The sun is up and the wind smells like the beach. I close my eyes and breathe in the California breeze. When i finally get to the starbucks, its already 8. At school, I would be at my locker.

I shudder and order my coffee. The shop is eerily empty. I hurridly grab the coffee and run back home. There is something really strange going on. I clear mty mind and run into the house, slamming the door. I look on the coffee cup and find something I never wanted back in my life. There on the cup is a message

Piper we need to talk. Meet me at the pier- Con

DUN DUN DUN HOW DID MR FRANTASTIC GET THAT MESSAGE? I REALLY DONT KNOW

THANK YOU FOR READING DIS CRAPPY STORY!

Love Ya- Liz x

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