The heart that bleeds poetries

Mantra of her life

Life is not worth living

This was the mantra of her life

Her life was ruined completely
Darkness all around

When someone tried to make her room bright

She could only think of one thing

"When my life is full of darkness
Then what is the use of lightning a room ?"

People judged her in every step of her life

She felt like conscious whenever anyone had a look at her

Because whenever she did so she felt that the other person was able to read her secrets

She did not let anyone near her

Because she had a fear that her secrets could be seen

She didn't wanted to open her windows

Her fear kept stopping her from taking every small step

She was taunted so many times

She had to listen to so many things

But never knew the reason

She is filled with pitch black darkness

Whenever something bad happened

She couldn't control herself from giving herself pain

Scratching, cutting her own self

Never knew why she felt better with the pain

Wow what a marvelous life she had !

Love,
Chinmayi