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Hii! :)) I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while :P I've been super stressed recently and I've been diagnosed with insomnia (the inability to sleep), so that's not very fun lmfaoo. I have eyebags now, me and Shinso are matching lol. But anyways, instead of sleeping, my brain came up with ideas for a new chapter woo whoo!! And I just wanted to say thank you to everyone that has been giving my book stars and have been adding to their list! It gives me a lot of motivation so thank you!! <3

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Timeskip: you walked back home and now you're inside your house. It's around like 5th period. Don't ask me how that makes sense because..ANYWAYS

( I recommend you play Bubble gum by clairo :)) and you should read this chapter in a comfortable place. And slowly because I usually speed read stuff and I don't actually feel the vibes. So put on your comfort hoodie and get comfy >:(

You kicked off your shoes and flung your bag across the living room, despite being in pain, you're a lazy messy bitch smh.

( no offense to the reader, because this is me asf🙄🖐🏼)

You walked to the kitchen because getting beat up works an appetite. You saw a sticky note laying on the counter so you picked it up.

Be back tomorrow afternoon, I left your favorite drink in the fridge. Take care! -Love mom :)

You scoffed.

Oh wow. She thinks she can just buy me off..

You flung open the fridge and grabbed the cup. You ferociously started slurping the drink.

She's absolutely right.

With the cup in your hand you walked up stairs. The drink was cold/hot (depending on the drink lol) as well as the cup. You opened the door and sat on your bed. Your back was laying against the wall.

Hmm I wonder if...

You placed the cup over your cuts and bruises. The cold/heat sort of relieved the pain.

Ahhh..thats better

Your eyelids felt like they weighed a ton.

ah..I should put my cup down before I spill it.

( I recommend you play Him and Hym from Banana fish starting at 0:42, *quietly sobs in a corner T^T*)

You placed the cup down on the desk next to your bed. You rolled over on your bed. You stared at the ceiling and sighed. You were exhausted mentally and physically. You sighed as you reached your hand towards the ceiling. You felt alone.

There was silence.

The only life in the huge house was in your room. It was you. You had no one to run to for comfort. Sometimes you felt like crying but you stopped yourself.

I have a house. I have rich parents. I'm not being abused, unless we count today. I have nothing to cry about. I'm just a spoiled brat with a huge ego.

You turn over and curl up in a ball. You close your eyes as you feel something warm run down your cheek.

A tear? How pathetic.

Timeskip : idk like around 6-8pm?? imagine like orange skies because of the sunset, and a chilly breeze ;)

*RING RINGG*

You woke up to the sound of your doorbell ringing. You rubbed your eyes as you walked down stairs.

Mom?? Nah, she said she would be back tomorrow. Then who's at the door? Whoever's at the door better have a good ass reason or shoving my fist where it doesn't shine.

*RINGG RINGGGG*

"I'M GOING, OKAY?" you yelled as you made your way to the door.

You opened the door to find a tall guy with dark brown hair and a black face mask leaning against the wall. His hair flew around a little because of the wind. It was extremely attractive how his yellow-greenish eyes stood out because of the mask.

"Can I help you?" you asked curious to know who this masked man is.

He pulled down his mask and said "Yea I came to check up on you. I asked you what the fuck happended you simply ran away."

Suna? Omfg it's really not that hard to mind your own business

"Me? Run away? So you're saying that instead of wanting to go home after that I Should stick around talking to some guy I just met." you hissed back.

"If that's it then here.. I'm perfectly fine thank you." you said as you gave him a tense smile. You were about to turn around when your stomach growled. Loudly. You hear Suna try to stifle his laughter. Your cheeks were tinted with pink.

How embarrassing.

You aggressively grabbed the doorknob when a simple sentence stopped you.

"Do you wanna go get something to eat?"

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KJBCKZUHSHCBND It's a mf date. Periodd. I promise I'll try to make the next chapter as long as I can T^T Anyways I kind of identify with y/n because yes, expect the rich parents. Pain. Also crying is not pathetic btw. Having emotions isn't something that you should be ashamed of and honestly if you need to cry for no reason just do it. Also if you ever need someone to talk to my DM's are open :)) The next chapter is gonna be so CUTE. But I'll post it maybe tomorrow because I need to catch up on Alice in Borderland. Pls take care! Make sure your getting enough sleep, eating and drinking water <3

-axlyn <3

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