Shity Poetry

which is worse

"I would rather feel pain than nothing at all"

In a way I suppose this is true, I would rather feel physical pain than absolutely nothing. but mental. mental pain is unbearable, it's worse than a thousand knives being pushed through your chest, it feels like you're soul is being ripped out, it feels like there is nothing you can do, like there is nobody who could ever help you. And I'm sorry but if you're feeling nothing right now, if all of your emotions are locked off and you can't feal anymore, then I envy you. Because I would rather feel nothing at all than what I feel now