Unfinished

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I guess I have a thing for tragic endings . They are so weirdly beautiful and the most amazing part about them is that they are real and incomplete, love does not last forever you know, you and I wont last for ever , we know nothing about the beyond and sometimes I wonder why we know nothing about it  , well because it's something that's difficult to figure out or it's just something that we don't want to figure out,so we gave up on the trying part,  because truth is difficult well it's always difficult so and the scariest part is it's real and no measure of time can make it go away  , it'll always stay with no matter what. Slowly it creeps up your spine and integrates with every inch of your soul  it becomes a part of you, and oneday, it becomes you, without any warning.
I don't know maybe I'm just afraid of the nothingness. All these years I have conditioned myself to believe in that feeling, in that  beyond , to believe in my existence,  but maybe it's empty you know just like everything else in this world and I don't want to let go of the feeling because I'm scared ,very scared to lose you again , I'm scared of loosing myself.I don't wanna go through any of that, not anymore. The grayish tone ,soulless eyes I'm petrified of that. And maybe that's why I'm not trying anymore.

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