Life, love, and hatred

Life

So when I was 17 months old I got taken away from my birth parents with my 11 months older brother named Zach. I have two other biological brothers there names are Kody and Brennen they got adopted in to another family. Anyways my brother and I got adopted into this family, the moms name was Angie the dads name is Gary. They had other kids adopted into there family the oldest is Dieter and then there are twins Nathan and Garrett. Angie had this one friend named Annie she cleaned the house watched us kids, she was the nanny. Angie had gotten cancer and died when I was 4 years old. A few years later the nanny married my Dad. When I was in 3rd grade she had adopted Zach and I. Garrett and Nathan had abused me and Garrett got caught and he had to go to a special place. My dad was spending every second of his free time with them and Zach so my mom and I spent Christmas at my piano teachers house witch is also my moms best friend. In 6th grade I started to notice what bulling was. In 6th grade the bulling started the kids picked on me choose me last always had me it for tag. Then in 7th grade people were spreading nasty rumors about me and I had started to cut and I told one of my friends at I was going to kill myself and she told the guidance counselor and I had to talk to her then she had me talk to my mom. In 8th grade people were putting mean stuff in my locker and the cutting got worse and me wanting to killmyself more and more. This year 9th grade I have tried to kill myself and cut more.