give you what you like (todobaku)

story

Bakugo's POV:

I can hear your breath in my ear and I can smell the whiskey coating it. I feel your arms wrap around me and i cant help but to think about all the times I've come home to you like this. I can hear you call out my name in your sleep. I can hear you crying in the bathroom as you rip holes in your skin and wash away the pain with more alcohol. I pester you in kisses and try to help you get better with the one request that you stay alive for me and try to help yourself.

Todoroki's POV:

Just keep holding me, keep loving me and I'll stay for you. Even if you fall out, lie and say you still love me, and I'll stay here. Because you're the only cure for the holes in my arms, the tears in my heart, the rips in my soul. Just say you love me and I'll stay here.

It's not too hard to pretend that I'm okay when love is all I ask for. But it's all pretend, and then it's just me, in a room of empty bottles with nothing to distract me from the reality that you're probably overwhelmed, and you probably wanna leave, because you probably can't handle my and all my issues. But if you tell me that you'll stay I'll tell you that I'm fine.

Bakugo's POV:

You gave me one last chance to hold you. But was it not enough, because now you're gone and I never got to say goodbye. I gave you one last cigarette before you fell. You didn't warn me it was your last. And I don't think you realized until you were sitting there surrounded by empty pill bottles. I got to hold you one last time as you faded away. I loved you to your last moments and I still do.

I just wish I could forget. Forget the cuts, forget the drugs. I wish I could forget you because I can't live with the pain of losing you for much longer.

I had a scene in my head but this isn't how it ended. I had a scene in my head but you never left. I had a scene in my head but this isn't how it was supposed to end.