// 50 shades of black // zjm

Part 10

******DOUBLE UPDATE BC IM SOOOOO HAPPY**

Three bags of type B to room 56 now!" I run to the supply room and grab four bags just in case. I run to room 56 and hand them to the nurse waiting for me at the door.

Barely a month here and I was exhausted. I loved this place, I loved everyone who kindly trained me and taught me the basics. But it kicked my ass.

This was nothing like my RN classes. This was life or death, one wrong thing and im the one getting sued. I run to the counter and answer a phone call. Another patient needs help going to the restroom. And this went on for twelve hours.

My scrubs were cute, Alexander said they made my eyes pop. Alexander. I dont know what it was about him, he wasn't letting me in. I knew nothing about him, I didnt know his parents, his life story. He was a blank page.

"Vienna" speaking of Alexander.

He waltzed toward me, clean white coat and jet black hair. Taking his bloody gloves off and throwing them into a nearby trash. He had just performed an open heart surgery on a fifteen year old girl and by the looks of it he did a good job. The nurses all stare him down until he reaches me, they scoff probably in envy. I didnt care, his eyes were on me. I dont know where I stood with Alexander, the closest act of affection we've ever shared was when I fell asleep in bed with him after talking about sociopaths and mental disorders. (of course I would ask him about sociopaths)

He gave me a loud high five and hugged me tightly.

"two hours" he smiled like a little kid who had just won a race.

Two hours?!

"we're celebrating tonight" he lightly said to me. He grabbed new gloves and strode away.

God.

"Vienna Mr.Hill needs you" Kate a redhead registered nurse said to me. If mr.hill wanted me I was either being moved to a different wing or getting suspended for cussing at patients. (which I did the first day of orientation)

I walked by Alexander's area where nurses were cleaning up and he was looking at a clipboard. I passed by quickly to make sure he didnt see me eyeing and knocked on Mr.Hills office.

The door opened and he smiled kindly letting me in to sit down.

"Vienna" I nod my head to show my attentiveness.

"I enjoy watching you get comfortable in something you're passionate about, your assignments are always turned in on time and somehow you still manage to be here early and leave late" I nod.

I let him continue anxiously waiting for what he wanted to tell me.

"which is why im bothered as to why you would want to leave this program"

What.

"what?" I say in confusion. There must be a mistake, there has to be a mistake?

"what" I repeat trying to process what on earth was going on.

"yesterday you made your last payment to UTMB" he informed me curiously.

Oh my god.

double oh my god.

"zayn" I whisper.

"pardon?"

I unethically leave the room and run to my locker. I grab my phone from my bag and im so close to tears my vision blurs.

I call him. I hear his call go through and I hear him pick up.

"babe?" his stupid voice says on the other line.