It was 6 in the morning, I hadn't gotten any sleep yet
Soon Armin would be in my room yelling at me to wake up , jumping on my bed till I got up
Levi was the only thing on my mind. What Mikasa told me made me really deeply think about what I wanted and how I felt.
I cant love him.
We were too different
we weren't meant for each other, but there's a possibility... that we would work. I just wanted to hear Levi tell me he loves me, over and over again.
My heart skipped a beat just the thought about him.
I deeply could not decide what it was my heart wanted.
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"GOOD MORNING" Armin yelled as he jumped on my bed , along with the other idiots , Connie and Sasha.
"few more minutes please" I groaned
"Nope... NOW"
They all began to jump on my bed
They're laughter filled up the room, leaving me no choice but to get up.
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As I finished getting ready, I was a bit nervous to what to expect.
I walked out my room , Connie had been waiting for me as the rest already went for breakfast.
"you okay?" Connie said as he noticed I was a bit out of it
"yeah i'm fine, no sleep" I quietly laughed
As we walked to our regular table my eyes quittly scanned the room for Levi.
No sign of him.
"I got you some bread since you woke up so late" Eren said as he placed the plate in front of me, along with Sasha bringing me a cup of tea, I thanked them and quickly began to eat, I sure was hungry.
Time had gone by ,and still no Levi, maybe he was sleeping in?
no , the captain never sleeps in
"stop stressing , he's probably just running late" Jean rubbed my shoulder
I felt my face burn up, was it really that obvious I was searching for the Captain?
"shut it horse face" I rolled my eyes
As I finished my sentence from the corner of my eye I see him, Captain Levi.
He seemed like he had gotten no sleep either, he sat down in his usually spot, though Hange was with her titans and Erwin had gone out for errands
He sat alone, immediately putting his head down on the table
I felt bad , I knew I should do the bare minimum
I got up and grabbed an extra cup of tea, and walked over to him
I felt everyone from my table stare at me, I ignored them
As I approached him , it happened...my heart skipped a beat
He hadn't notice I was heading towards him since he had his head down
I quietly sat close to him
I placed his cup of tea in front of him, he felt the vibration of the cup hit the table
He lifted his head up
He looked at the cup and then to me
He seemed somewhat shocked
"but.. why?" He said as he picked it up
"I'm tired too" I shot him a small smile
He slowly took a sip of the tea
I admired him, his beautiful side profile, how his hair hid his eyes, how beautiful he was.
He set the cup down , he layed his head on my shoulder.
I was shocked , I felt myself burning up
I looked over to Erens table , knowing they'd laugh at my reaction
They snickered at me as I was red all over
I hesitated for a moment but then relaxed my shoulders. Quickly hearing his little snores.
I felt his soft hair on my cheek
He was so incredibly tired, least I could do was let him rest a little.
I couldnt keep telling myself I didn't love him when this is what I thought about him
But I kept holding myself back, I just wanted to feel his lips on mine.
