"that was one hell of a night wasn't it?" hayden began to stretch in our hotel room .
"yeah I kinda laughed when that one girl in the crowd screamed christofer sit on my face!" taylor chuckled.
I finally looked up from my phone and laughed. I texted ariel what taylor just said and she replies
Your the only one I allow to sit on my face :P.
I smile and laugh a little still missing her, I wanted to cuddle with her here and tell her I love her.
My heart feels torn without her and when I'm with her she sews it back together.
I collapse on the bed holding my phone to my bare chest. "I miss ariel and her sweet smell...." I muffle into a pillow.
"what does she smell like?" hayden asked throwing a pillow at taylor.
I hum a little "like dasies and honey almost like summer and its so wonderful just to feel her presence and her against you".
My heart beats faster and faster as I talk about Ariel. When I think of her I see her run in the grass with no shoes and a bright smile and her dark curly hair.
"ugh..." I moan and exchange looks with taylor. "wanna practice a bit for tommorow? I think we should sing what is love and I love you 5". I feel all warm when I sing I love you 5 because I think of ariel and the way she would sing it.
Hayden and Taylor nod as we grab our instruments.
As soon as I begin playing Ariel calls me.
"hey baby" I smile.
"hey christofer how are you" she chuckles.
"i'm dying without you" I pout a little then laugh "seriously I miss you like hell".
"aw haha me too we should give each other nicknames" Her voice sounds all excited and happy and it makes me smile.
"ok ok I'll call you.....the little mermaid like I always do or I could call you my little flower" I began jumping on the bed all happy as taylor rolled his eyes then glanced at hayden.
"flower?" she laughs.
"yes because you smell like flowers and you are pretty just like one" I smile.
"oh I like that nickname ok lets see I'll call you teddy bear because your soft and cuddly" I hear her giggle a little.
I blush a bit and laugh "aw im your favorite teddy bear am I right?" I wink and she laughs.
"look at the sky" she whispers.
I open my window and the stars gleam through the sky like glitter.
"beautiful isn't it? although it would be better with you " I sigh.
"It would but now that were talking I feel like were together and it makes me happy" she chuckles.
"it would be so much fun if you could come on tour with me and it sucks not to see you theres alot I want to do with you around here and my tour expierences so far have been sad becaue you aren't here and I can't share these memories with you" I feel the tone in my voice sadden a little and I hear ariel cry a little on the other line.
"oh my god" she cries heavily now and I try to cheer her up.
"aw no ariel don't cry please I'm with you right now remember" I feel a lump in the back of my throat and I try to stop it , but tears stream down my face.
Two hours we hang up and I find taylor and Hayden asleep.
I turn the lights out and my eyes are wide open thinking of my princess.
Next morning I stand outside smoking a ciggarette and sipping coffee.
By afternoon I'm ready to perform with the band. "so what are we singing again?" I shrug inhaling my ciggarette. I exhale a cloud of smoke and slurp more coffee.
"I love you 5 and what is love theres a bunch more but we'll see as we go along" hayden looked down at his phone.
We climb on the tour bus and I think about Ariel, she had so much fun here and it was even more exciting when I was with her she texts me and my phone buzzes.
good luck teddy bear.
I smile and text her a smiley face.
Four hours later I was on stage greeting my fans.
"how are you guys tonight!" I streched out my arms smiling while they roared and screamed.
"this first song is for my little mermaid a girl I really love and cherish".
We sing I love you five and everyone screams.
Everyone chants the lyrics to what is love after and it makes me happy I think of ariel her sweet skin and soft lips. I shiver a little and keep singing while strumming the guitar.
I meet and greet some fans one of them looks like ariel and my heart pounds really fast.
"whats your name?" I smile
"anastasia I'm a really big fan I've been listrening to nevershoutnever since I was twelve" her eyes gleam and tear up.
"aw well its great to meet you sweetie" I hug her and take a picture with her.
After a tiring day I talk to ariel and tell her how much I mis her and about anastasia.
"anastasia hm" she hums.
"she looked exactly like you " I laugh.
"hm maybe a doppelganger!" she laughs.
I giggle a little and jump on my bed in the tour bus.
"hey maybe one day you can open for my band and sing with that pretty voice of yours" I laughed.
"oh yeah I meant to ask you something" she sighs.
"tell me" I lay upside down on my bed.
"well" she gulps "if I get any better at singing can I join on the same record label as you?" she chuckles.
I laugh and nod "definetely why not anything for you I love you and I would do anything you desire" I meant every word I loved and will keep my promise to her.
After touring for two weeks straight taylor , hayden and I decided to go out to the bar not to far from us.
We had a few shots here and there laughter filled the bar pretty soon I was drunk and sleeping on the counter it was a hell of a fun time.
"dude wake up!" hayden shoved me the sunlight stinged my face "what the fuck happened?" .
"dunno but it was fucking amazing" taylor imputted.
We laughed and I lit a ciggarette smoking it .
'It sure was fun" I whisper.
