Not so Innocent (ambw)

What Does My Heart Want

Tati pov

It been almost a week and i havent left my apartment not once. I had no other way to express myself but scream cry and feel pity for myself. Everytime i turned on the tv they were there. My phone constantly rang but no once sis i ever pick up. He came by multiple times but not once did i answer the door for anyone. Slowly i started to feel self pity. How could i be so stupid. How could i just fall in loves so easily.

Today i wasnt going to get over it. I got up showered and dressed. No more crying no more pitty no more lies i said to myself in the mirror. Smiling i made my way out the apartemnt and outside where i was attacted by millions of cameras. I smiled and aswered all of there question kindly.

I got into the van starring into empty space. For my comeback i decied on a ballad. I did promise my fans one.

Everyone kept giving me looks of pity as i walked through the building. Ignoring them though my first stop was president. I walked into his office without knwocking and took a seat. He looked at me. I stared right back staright faced. He broke into a smile. He shook his head at me. Feels great to be back boss i said smiling. After a quick talk about responsibility and heartache i zoned out on him.

I guess he noticed beacuse he told me to get out. My next stop was then the studio. Studio oppa i said giving him a hug. We began working on the music. I already had lurics i just need them to flow with the music.

Alright i said walking into the Studio i gave him a thumbs up when i was ready.

saranghandago haetjanha
nochi anketda haetjanha
i sesang moduga nal tteonado
gyeote meomul georago geuraetjanha

jinsimirago haetjanha
yaksokhandago geuraetjanha
seoroga seoroui majimak sarangil georago
bunmyeong nega geuraetjanha

geunde ireom naega mwoga dwae
geu mal modu mideun nae maeumi mwoga dwae
ireoji ma jebal

eotteokedeun meoreojiryeo aereul sseuneun neowa
tto eotteokedeun geureon neol butjabeuryeoneun naui
i moseubi apa
uriui moseubi apa

neol butjabeul pinggyero harureul bonaeneun nawa
geureomedo gyesokhaeseo meoreojineun neoui geu moseubi apa
uriui moseubi apa

eojeboda oneul deo
naeireun oneulboda deo
akkyeojugo saranghal georago
bunmyeong geuttae nega naege malhaetjanha

geunde ireom naega mwoga dwae
babogachi neoman mideun nan mwoga dwae
ireoji ma jebal

eotteokedeun meoreojiryeo aereul sseuneun neowa
tto eotteokedeun geureon neol butjabeuryeoneun naui
i moseubi apa
uriui moseubi apa
neol butjabeul pinggyero harureul bonaeneun nawa
geureomedo gyesokhaeseo meoreojineun neoui geu moseubi apa
uriui moseubi apa
(ireoji ma jebal)

japhiji annneun neol butjamneun ildo
bonael su eomneun neol bonaeneun ildo
nan hal suga eobtjanha

nae imae budeureopge ibeul matchudeon neoui geu ipsureseo
ssodajineun chagaun ibyeorui maldeuri apa
neoui geu maldeuri apa

nae nungae maechin nunmul dakkajudeon geu songiri ijen
nal neoegerobuteo mireonaeneun byeogi dwaebeorin geot gataseo nae maeumi apa
muneojin geon geu byeogi anin sarangiran ge apa

geu modeun maldeul goi ganjikhan chae saragal
hamkke han yaksok ijen honja jikyeonaeya hal
nae maeumi mwoga dwae
nega ireom nae maeumi mwoga dwae
(gyeote meomul georago geuraetjanha)

doraoji anheul neoreul geuriwohaeya hal
(jinsimirago haetjanha)
giyak eomneun gidarim soge jichyeogaya hal
(saranghandago haetjanha)
nae maeumi mwoga dwae
seoroga seoroui majimak sarangil georago
bunmyeong nega geuraetjanha

My heart ached so much. All this pain i was feeling. All of the memories i wanted to earse i poured them into this song. Before i knew it a tear slid down my cheek. Quickly i wipped it away while single with all my heart.

Once the song came to an end i walked out of the booth and took a seat to listen. We had some editing to do but it wouldnt be long before it was realeased. Me and oppa went to get some food when i saw them together. Holding hands and smiling.

I wanted to hide but i knew i would hide forever if i did that. So i ignored them. Putting on a smile me and oppa went to get lunch. I can be happy too. No more tears nor more pain i said to myself. Forgetting all about him and my pain.