What hurts the most

Chapter 2

I met Tommy when I was at a party. I was with my friends and they were all kissing boys they had just met. I wasn't liked that. I found that silly, why would you want to kiss a stranger? I couldn't understand until I met Tommy. He was with those boys, he was staring at me but he wouldn't talk. It was embarrassing but I liked him starring at me. He was hot. I wanted to talk to him but I enjoyed our silence. It wasn't one of those awkward silences, it was like our eyes could speak.

After thirty minutes of starring and a couple of drinks I decided to go talk to him.

"Hi I'm Victoria"
"I'm Tommy"
"Do you want to go talk outside, the musics a little bit too loud?"
"Yeah" he answered.

So we went outside. I couldn't believe I had said that. I never went to talk to boys. I liked them but I would never make the first step, especially with a hot boy.

He had green eyes, short dark brown hair, teeth so white he could make light in the dark, pinkish lips and dimples by the side of his mouth. He was just my type.

"So what brought you here" I asked very shyly.
"I was at a friends house, Matthew, I think he was on the couch with one of your friends and he brought me here"

We were walking in the huge field. It was silent but the stars were beautiful and we could see far away that there was an abandoned house. We were walking that way. All of a sudden Tommy started to talk.

"Are you always that silent?"
"Not always, I like silence but I also enjoy listening and talking"
"I thought you were one of those girls that comes up to a boy, asks him to go outside and is totally crazy, not that you look like one of those but you have a silly way to approach boys" he said with such a cute smile.
" I wanted to talk to you and not only have on of those weird starring and silence contests"
He laughed and starred at me.

I could see his eyes in the dark and I felt happy.

We were getting closer to the abandoned house, I didn't want to go too far or get lost but I did want to talk more to Tommy.

"What school are you from?"
"I actually just came back from Corea but I will go to feider high in a week."
"Really, that's where I go!"
"Well at least I'll have one friend, I was scared I would be alone since Matthew goes to another school"

We arrived at the abandoned house. It was very old and didn't seem very clean but I wanted to go in it.
"Should we go in?" I asked
"Why not?" Tommy replied

There was a huge rock we needed to climb to get to the house since the stairs were broken. Tommy climbed and helped me up. His hand was strong and very comforting.
He turned the door nob, the door wasn't locked so we entered easily. We tried opening the light and in a miraculous way it worked.

Tommy's eyes opened wide. Was he deceived? Did he think I was prettier?
"Whats the problem?" I asked.
" I just haven't seen how you were beautiful"

I felt my cheeks become red. What could I answer?
Tommy started visiting the house. There wasn't much to see, the house was very small, it only contained a kitchen, a room and a bathroom. Tommy sat on the couch that was by the door, it looked like the cleanest thing here. He made me a sign to come sit beside him. I sat and it was silent again. There was a huge space between us but he kept on coming closer and closer to me. I was waiting for the time he would be touching me but it was way too long so I also went closer to him. When his lap touched mine he gently put his arm over me. I put my head on his shoulder and we talked.

"So Victoria, what do you enjoy doing in life?"
"I... I mean, I don't know. There are so many things to do but such less time, I can't put all of my time on one thing because I fell like I am wasting my time"
"I love the way you talk, you are so unpredictable. One minute you're sitting on the couch staring at me, the other you are asking me to go outside and now we are talking about our lives"
"Is it a good thing?"
"Yes, I enjoy the way that you act"

We didn't talk after that but I enjoyed the silence. We were both starring at the stars and we fell asleep.