my life

part 20

hello guyss...

sparsh pov

i was thinking what wil shalini say when piya wil ask about going out i was thinking this when i heard door open
i look towards there n saw her coming
she is shock to see i guess bcz i never come home early bcz i like to stay that my world
then i saw she directly went to washroom taking her clothes

i really wanted to talk to her but i dnt know y this feeling bcz of guilty for somethg else

then piya came running call her choti maa

piya : chotima chotimaa

me: piya ur chotima is in washroom she wil come

piya : haaa thennnn willl goo too paaaarkkk she said clapping her hands

awww so cute yaar

me: ha we wil go with ur choti ma now come sit here and i took her in may lap then aftersome door open n she comes out

piya run from side to her

n she sat on her knees and hug piya

piya: choti maa

shalini: ha bacha

piya;chotti ma u told to do whaattt i say

shalini: ha so what my baby doll want

piya : i wannt to gooo parkk n playyyy.

shalini: par bacha see it 5 alreadyy ...

piya: no no i want to goooo gooo or i wont eat

shalini: par bacha wil go tommorow its already late

i heared that talking then sudden piya came towards me n told

piya: chachuu chotimmaaa dnt takeml me  to parkk n started cryinggg

me: piya dnt crying stop crying piya

then shalini come towards today piya n took her in her arms n told her we wil go park dnt crying n she stop crying suddenly when she yes n she start shouting yehh yehh chachuu we r going paarrkkk get readddyy fast fast

n then shalini look towards me i dnt said anythg i just look towards piya she is so happy seeing her like this i wish i had some one who would have take care of meee

me: come down i wil be waiting

n i run out of room bcz i know i cant say sry to her seeing her

i did a mistake no sin but i dnt know y i did that

i hope she can forgive me .....

im thinking this only .....i hear footsteps approaching n i look towards them
no one say they r not mother n daughter both look so happy with each other
but i can see her face is blank when she look towards meee

they came towards me n piya start is happily jumping in her arms for gng to park

piya; yehh parlkkkk parlkkk

shalini: piya stop now   baby
dnt jump like that  u wil fall down
then i went towards driving seat n she sat in passenger seat

till we reach park piya is the one who is talking

and then after reaching there

we went there with an over excited piya

we went into park

piya started playing with some childrens

i thought this is the best time to talk to her after lot of courage i thought to break the slience

me; shalini

she dnt even reply she just sat silent i dnt know wt should i talk to her

me; shalini plz hear me once
listen im sr...

i stop in between when piya came shouting towards her

then she took towards some children where she was playing before

i went there behind them she start introduce there r 2 boys n 1 girl

then she turn towards me then told there names

then we sat there for sometime how much i want to talk to her but piya is there so i cant talk noww

at almost 2 hr we came so i told them
we wil goo

then piya startrs shouting for ice cream then

i look towards that piya before i could say anythg shalini said no

shalini; piya no ice cream u dnt have dinner bacha wil eat some other time

and she got sad n buried her self in shalini neck

and then i stop the car infront of ice cream shop n i went n got some ice cream
and i went towards car

saw she and piya r looking towards my way

i went near there window

me: piya take this and i put in her lap

i give her the packet but some dnt take it

piya : no no ice cream chotii maaa no no

me; piya take it eat after having dinner have it . ok

n she look towards shalini as asking permission from mother

she nodded her

piya;thankk u chachu

me; its oka piya

and then she gave packet to shalini and she took that keep in backseat 
after that we went home

n she went inside to make dinner along with her dnt know how she always carry piya with  her

n i went towards room and fresh up n laid on bed dnt know how much time till i feel some one tapping my hand which is on my head then i heard my name sparsh sparsh... after only i recognise its her voice
i immediately my eye and look towards her she see me awake move backward

shalini : hmmm dinner is readyy

pen down for now.....