His Love For Her

The apologie

~Blake's pov~  ~the next day~

I look down at my phone with tears as I read what she said, when will she realize that shes the one that I love. I start crying so loud that my mom knocks on my door.
"Son are you alright?" She asks concerned.

"GO AWAY YOU WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND!!" I screamed through my closed door.

The door opens and I stay put crying I hear my mom walk up to me. She puts her arms around me and holds me as I shake and cry.

"Son you are okay, this happens sometimes, you never know when shit like this is gonna happen but you know that you always bounce back. You have a heart of gold, but you can't sit here and cry over someone who could care less if you are crying." She says to me softly.

"Mom y-you don't understand, I broke her heart. I loved her so much that I was scared she didn't feel the same way. But I ended up pushing her away. I just wanted to make her jealous. But then I fucking lost her. You don't know how much I love her. She makes me feel worth it. She makes my heart feel full. Like we've known each other since we were 7, and we've had so many adventures together, I didn't want it to end so soon." I say as I try not to trip over my words because I'm crying.

"Son, you've gotta show her. Break up with this other girl and show her that she's your world, because if you don't you will lose her for good." She sighs after she says this.

I know she's right, so I nod as i get up. My mom leaves the room, and after she leaves the room I start to get dressed. I put on the outfit that Rosie loves, and I start to walk to her house.

I see her outside with tear filled eyes. I walk up to her and sit down and pat the ground next to me. She sits and hugs me as she cries. I instantly wrap my arms around her.

"I'm so sorry Rosie, I am sorry for everything. But there's something I need to tell you, I've been keeping it from you for a long time." I say slowly as she looks up at me.

"What's that?" She sniffles out.

"I'm in love with you and I have been since we were 12. I never realized it was love until I was jealous of every guy that you started getting feelings for. That's why I have played all the girls I have been with to try and make you jealous and it didn't work. I wanted you to say you loved me and I never saw the actions that you did to show me that you loved me. It's been killing me, not telling you how I've been feeling about you. I've held it in for soooo long." I say to her as she hugs me tighter and cries again.

I did the only thing I could think of, I kissed her softly. I felt the sparks fly as we sat there kissing.