The Light At The End Of The Tunnel(completed)

I cant choose

Song is JRDNs famous cant choose

Trevor pov

I was so confused.

That girl Farah with her family came in claiming I'm their son to be and fiancé of Farah.

But why did I feel more of connection to the girl who just walked in than my so called fiancé?

I don't know about you but it seems fishy to me.

And as much as I don't like my brother right know he probably has more answers than me.

Because someone is lying.And I'm going to find out who.

Sunny pov

I am completely numb.

I don't know what to think anymore.

I love Trevor.But am I being selfish?

He deserves better than me.Someone prettier,with not so much baggage or a bad background.

I can't help but think that he forgot me for some reason.Maybe fate.

But I just don't want to let him go.

I know I'm horrible!But can you really blame me?

He's amazing!Outgoing,kind....

He went out of his way to befriend me.ME!

When no one else wanted to.When there was no one there he always appeared.He's made me so happy.

I don't want to be dependant on him but I really don't know what to do without him.

What if he never regains his memory?

But..what if he does?Should I risk it?

Should I let him go?They say if you love a person enough that you would set him free...

But I don't want to let him go,does that mean I don't love him enough?!

I lay my head on the familiar park bench.

Please..God?Whoever's listening,please just give me a sign?!

I don't know what to do.

I know I have to remain strong but I just can't help but feel that everything I have finally dreamt of and have been given is being ripped away from me!

I honestly never understood those stories where the characters heart gets broken and they feel it physically.

But now?Now I do.I understand it perfectly.

Because I know that at the end of this all that I will most likely be left with nothing but the pain of a broken heart.

Gareth

Sunny left a little while afterwards telling me something about cant being able to stand the unrecognizing look in Trevor's eyes...

I know my brother though.And I know he's trying to remember her.And every time he comes up blank he would glare at the cast on his leg.

The same cast which would prevent him from playing football with his friends and teammates.

Maybe I could ask Coach to let me play for him.I mean I'm not that great anymore but I was.I was even looking at some big shot representative coming to see me play and could have very possibly set me up with a scholarship.

Of course this was all before our family fell apart and I was forced to give up everything I loved.

The more I think about the past the more sadness I feel.But I can't think about this about the moment.Or anytime at all really....