The Recording Studio (A Harry Styles Love Story)

I Missed You So Much

(Jenna's Point Of View)
Heather your on in 5.4.3.2.1. That's when my heart dropped because when she ran out there were loud screams. Probably the loudest screams I have ever heard in my life. It just told me how many people were out there. I breathed in. They were singing Na Na Na which had a weird dance that Fabio made for us but at the same time it is really cool. Heather was about to come up from her bridge and spin. Thats when I have to go out and spin. You can do this Jenna. Go. I ran out then. Spinning. The shrieks of girls almost burst my ear drums. They got so loud when I went out and I don't know if they were screaming for me or just for the fact that Harry was singing. I heard some whistles from guys when I was spinning, I don't think Harry liked this because his voice got more quiet. I don't know why they were whistling. Maybe Heather did something sexy. Or another girl came out. Possibly Kelly. She does have a better body then me. I kind of looked behind me, and to the sides of me, I didn't see any of the other girls besides Heather and she was just staring at Liam. Oh gosh. She has the biggest fan girl crush on him. She needs to get an actual boyfriend. All the girls ran out which meant I could stop spinning. It was time for the rest of the dance. My stomach was in knots. To see all these eyes on me, made me dizzy. I felt how I did in the library. Stay conscious Jenna. Stay conscious Thats when I grabbed my turtle necklace that was sitting on my neck. I grasped it tightly. Hoping it will give me luck. IT was Zayn's solo and Kelly went in and did the cartwheel then landed in a flip. After that we repeated the moves we did before and the song was over before we knew it. I was holding on to that turtle for my life. Some how I feel like it was the token that gave me luck. If this thing was really lucky then I am never taking it off. When Na Na Na ended, the boys started to sing Stand up. We did the dance the exact way Fabio wanted it to be done. I felt like a perfectionist. The concert was starting to fly by. We were now on What Makes You Beautiful which was the second to last song. It was Harry's solo and we all stopped and put our hands folded together, behind our backs. I noticed he was turning around. Towards me.

The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed.

He was now in front of me, hand intertwined with mine. I could hear some girls booing and some screaming. That the knots in my stomach grow even bigger. Haters. I have haters. I also have fans. This is just overwhelming. I grabbed a hold of my turtle for support. I was starting to get dizzy once again and I could not pass out. Not now. Not this close to the end of the concert. Harry's solo ended and he ended it with a kiss on my cheek. I could feel the hotness form across my face. I was now blushing. In front of thousands of people. The boys were out on stage for about one more minute before they ran backstage for there last costume change. When they do that it is our job to entertain the fans. We talk to them, we dance for them, we play games, we do a lot of stuff but it usually doesn't last very long because the boys change quickly. When they came out, we ran backstage. We don't dance for the last song which was I want. They do this special dinner thing for that song and there is no room for the dancers because there is a giant table in the middle of the stage. When we reached the backstage area, the girls and I were attacked in hugs from El and Dani.

"You did great." El whispered in my ear. I smiled. I needed a confident boost and she was the perfect person to give it to me. I feel close to El. She talks to me constantly and I feel like I can tell her anything. Dani was next. She gave me a tight hug. "You did so good!" She cheered. Dani and I aren't as close like El and I are but I feel like we are close friends. Just not wicked close friends.

"Thanks you guys. It means a lot." I said.

"Its no problem, now get out of those sweaty outfits." El gave us a disgusting look. Its not like we were in the same outfit for the whole concert. We do have costume changes too. We have three outfits so its not that gross. We all laughed and walked into our dressing room. I was greeted by a small pair of arms around my waist. I looked down to see a little girl hugging me. About 12 years old. Her hair was black and she was tiny. She reminded me of my cousin Kiyana. I miss her terribly and this girl is making me miss her even more.