All of me( A Harry Potter fan fiction💗)

Baby of mine pt.1

Esther's POV:

I heard an agonizing scream, I realized it was my own.

He faded away, not even a body. Bellatrix Lestrange was laughing. She was LAUGHING!
"You bitch," I mutter, running after her. I could feel the hot tears trying to get free. I refused to let them. I will NOT let that monster see me cry.
She ran away giggling.
"CRUCIO!" I had my wand now. She fell to the ground with a whimper, looking at me fearfully. I had my wand pointed at her.
"Esther-" Harry stopped beside me, holding his own wand. He had it pointed at her aswell. "What? You gonna kill me?!" I felt something in my brain click.  I screamed throwing myself at her and wrapping my hands around her throat. She dropped her wand. "I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU-" I screamed repeatedly.

Harry's POV:

    I felt so much rage built up inside me like I would explode. I wanted her dead."What? You gonna kill me?!" She screamed before breaking into a fit of giggles. I heard something drop to the floor. I saw a streak of black launch itself at Bellatrix, choking her.
"I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!" Esther screeched. Her hair was swirling around her like crazy, even though there was no wind. I still had my wand pointed at the both.
"Kill themmmmm~ you know you want to" I felt my grip tighten on my wand.
"Do it!" Esther was choking her now, Bellatrix clawing at her. "STUPIFY!" I jumped. Esther didn't fly back but Bellatrix did. She stood up and faced me. I gasped, Her eyes were so blue they looked white.
"Voldemort" she hissed in a voice that was filled with rage. I flinched. I looked behind me, my skin crawling. He stood there smugly.
"The boy who lived and and the girl who'll die! I will kill you both!" He smiled a toothless looking smile. Snake.
"Not this time Voldemort" Esther wasn't even holding her wand.
"Avada kadavra!" Esther and I jumped aside, hiding behind a wall. Her hair was still flying around, and her eyes were still blue-white. Her eyes were full of unfallen tears.
"Come out and fight me Harry Potter!" He shot shards of glass at us as soon as we stepped out. I grabbed Esther and tried to shield us, bracing for pain.
Through my eyelids I saw a bright light.
"Tom Riddle"
'Dumbledore' I opened my eyes, black dust covered the floor.

(Skip to yoga harry!!!!)

Esther:

I woke up on the ground, with something wet rolling down the side of my face. "He- Hermione?" I squeaked out. "Ms.Black, are you okay?" Dumbledore was standing over me, along with Harry. "I- where am I- what happened." Harry had his eye brows furrowed. "Dont you remember, you said something about feeling woozy then you just-" he gestured to me, who was laying on the ground. "Oh... Yeah yeah." I decided to play along, wiping the wet stuff off my temple and chin. I brought my hand back to look at it and almost gasped when I saw blood.
"Oh yeah.... You were running when you uhm- yeah" Harry offered his hand to help me up, I took it gratefully.
"Oh- were you crying-" I studied his face closely, his cheeks were tear stained and his eyes red and puffy.
"Ms.Black, I think we should all get back, your friends are worried about you I assume?" He smiled with...pity? I would ask Harry later.
A muffled grunt escaped Harry's mouth. I turned just in time to see him fall to the ground while clutching his head.
"Dumbledore what's happening!?" I dropped by his side."Ms.Black step away from him" I jumped back. A loud ringing filled my ears, I couldn't make out anything Harry or Dumbledore were saying. Harry's eyes were white, while Dumbledore was crouched beside him repeating something to him. I tried to say something but I couldn't even hear my own voice. I felt my eyes roll back into my head...

(OKAY OKAY I KNOW YOU WANTED TO SEE YOGA HARRY! I cannot write yoga harry without laughing my tits off- its- I can't even💀)

Third person's POV:

    "Essie.... Es." Harry shook Esther lightly. She had been layer down on a couch in The Orders meeting place, Harry couldn't quite remember the name. "Mmmm" She grabbed his arm. "Nene I don't wanna get up.... go bother... Harry.." She was snoring again lightly. Harry chuckled. He'd ask later who Nene was. "Essie its Harry... Come on I know your sad but-" His voice cracked. He couldn't bare to think if Sirius...
Her eyes fluttered open. "Why would I be sad Harry..." She murmured,her words leaking drowsiness. He shook his head, she must be in shock.
"Essie.... Its okay to feel sad." He grabbed her hand and held it. Despite knowing this girl for barley any time, he felt a deep connection to her. "Harry, why. Would. I. Be. Sad." She was losing her patience. They weren't telling her something. "Siruis..." She stared at him. "Oh is he hurt? Can I go see him?" Harry sighed in frustration. "Essie stop it!" Esther looked taken aback. "What happened just tell me!" Harry stood up pulling his hand from hers."Sirius is DEAD! Thats what happened! And I really don't have time for your games!" He watched as Esther's face paled and her eyes glistened. "No...." Harry sighed."Why would I lie about this!?" She covered her mouth. "I think I'm gonna be sick-"Her voice cracked as she jumped up and ran towards the nearest bathroom. She puked until she thought she would drop.

Esther's POV:

'Okay I think I'm goo-' I leaned back over the toilet and puked. I felt my bottom lip quiver. He couldn't be gone, not when I just got him back. I took deep breaths trying to will myself not to cry. I want my Father... Its all I want.. I felt my breathing starting to hitch.
I began to sob uncontrollably. "Da- dad.. I miss you." I sniffled. I felt rage along with sadness.
"I HATE YOU!" I screeched kicked the door of the bathroom. I had to admit, It made me feel better. "I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I-I HA-HA-" I choked on my own words before I completely broke down.

Harry's POV:
"I hate you I hate you I- Ha-" Esther's sobs sounded through the whole house, she's recovered from shock. The whole dinner table flinched as a loud scream filled the air. "Poor girl." Mrs.Weasley murmured.
"I don't wanna leave her alone in there..shouldn't we comfort her."Hermione whispered to Ron and I. She was sitting in the middle of us. "I think you should let me talk to her..."I excused myself and made my way up the stairs.
       Her heart wrenching sobs could be heard clearly in the hallway outside the bathroom. I knocked on it.
"Leave!" She yelled out. Her voice sounded croaky and raw. "Its Harry." There was silence, then the door clicked and she pulled me in.
"Hi Harry" I took in her appearance.
"Do you wanna talk about it- it helps." She hesitated, but nodded.
"I- I didn't remember what happened at tha-that PLACE until you said that Sirius was dea- dead." She stuttered. I nodded. "I think I must have been in- um-in shock." She continued, Her tiny frame shaking. "I don't know what happened when I attacked Bellatrix- Its just like, Something in my brain snapped and next thing I knew You and Dumbledore were standing over me." I cocked my head. "So you don't remember anything after you attacked Bellatrix and when Sirius- he-" she shook her head. "No no no,I remember Sirius now.... but After Bellatrix I dont." I nodded. "I miss him Harry- He's all I had left-" She sniffed. "Me to Essie,Me to" I pulled her into my chest. She began singing to herself.
"Baby mine, baby mine, dry your eyes. Lay your head, close to my heart Baby of mine..."

(This chapter was a whirlwind. Incase you didn't understand Esther kinda pushes away any negative memories naturally, so witnessing her father die kinda set her off, so she couldn't remember, that was until Harry made it impossible to avoid and it all came back to her, word count 1409)