The next day I went home I was able to move more freely then I was before and I felt fresh and new again like a newly rapped Christmas present wating to be opened on Christmas morning!!!!! Then I saw Ryder's mom walking on the streets seeming all sad and gloomy when I went to go see her I didn't want to because if what that trader did!!!!!! But I went over anyway. what's up I said. she said Ryder is-is dead he had lung cancer and died!!!! What I said this can't happen again I ran in the hospital and yelled what room is Ryder danals in? Room 25 she said. I said what did you say room 25 yes that's what I said she said. then I ran up the stairs to floor 4 and went in room 25 it looked just like it did when Abby was in it just not as many people in it. I looked on the bed there was Ryder hooked up to all these diffrent air tubes and Ives!!!! What the heak happened to you he didn't respond!!!! I knew he wouldn't anyways I planed on that why the heck does this keep happening my life was so great untill you showed up you made my life..... A miricel!!!!!! I know we got in a fight and you probiley can't hear me but I-I love you and it takes a real women to say that too!!!!!!!!! I love you so much I won't and can't love any other boy or in your case man I won't Marry and can't marry anyone else I said!!!! I leaned over to kiss him when on his last strand of words said in a mumble/ cough..... I love you too!!!! Then he faded away and all I could hear was the beeping of his meader go beeeeeeeep!!!!!!!!!! I love you I said again in tears!!!!
