After that traditey everything was ok I got a job at the store me and Ryder first met at and I loved it deeply in my heart. the next day went to his FUNIRAL it was hard but I did it!!!! I went up to the podium to say a speech in front of everyone I know it was hard and my first public speech. so I went to get it over with. I said love is a never ending feild he used to say he said love is not boastful or concealed and it can come true by eternal love and if-if it's true it will live on forever and will be chargeshed forever!!!! I loved Ryder very much even though we got in a fight I will always love and remmember him!!!! Love is not resentful!!!! AND I KNOW THIS TAKES A REAL WOMEN TO SAY I yelled!!!! He is my never ending chareshed moment and HE IS NOT RESENTFUL!!!!!!
