To truly understand what it feels like to be cheated on and to know what it feels like, one has to go through the process of the pain that comes from the depth of the heart.
That now has become broken due to trusting your heart to someone. For to understand that wholeheartedly what that does to someone, spiritually and emotionally even sometimes psychologically.
Turning someone to become cold as a block of ice with no feelings nor emotions just numb. For when someone betrays you they betrayed your trust as it just does something, to you inside smashing the deepness of what was once love.
As it destroys the deepness of the honesty that you built from learning, to trust someone only to be left behind with broken fragments of bits and pieces.
Laying amongst the memories that were once share by two souls. For it even sometimes will have you to questioning thyself sometimes, even putting the blame at your own feet when it isn't your fault.
For you where not the one that change the dimensions of your relationship, as you were not the one cheating in the relationship as that is far from the truth.
Yet it was the dishonesty and disloyalty and betrayal and distrust, that play the most biggest part in ending the relationship even before. It had the opportunity to start and grow.
For to have someone you trusted destroy that very trust by cheating on you, its a scene straight out of a movie with a bad ending to what was once call love. For its true what they say, once the trust is gone so is the love that was once there from, the depth of the heart and soul and subconsciousness of the mind.
