Do I have the courage to love again?
Can I mend my heart and soul into something that can be loved?
These qualities have answers
Different to every person
But can you help someone
Anyone can be good
But most end out bad
From the badest roads can be forks in the middle
Will you decide to be another lost soul
But she, she makes me want to live
I hurt her soul and it kills me
She's forgiven me I know
But I can't forgive myself
I love her with all my being
My heart beats for her
But I distance myself
Because I realize that
She will not return my love
It hurts more that I can imagine
You learn to move on
Or you cry without her knowing
It's better for her not to know your pain
You slit your wrist in vain
Because if she knew
Her actions and reactions are unknown
It is better that way
What if she loved you back?
What if she came around and loved you back?
You would be happy
Me, I'd feel complete.
But it won't happen
Because one thing is simple
I can be with her
In a separate reality
Only in a dream