First off, Guys I'm so sorry it's been weeks since I've updated, I've just been going through a break up and all these other things, it's actually been a horrible month or two. I'm so sorry loves xx
hope you enjoy! xx
Okay this should be in Harry's pov since he's telling De the story but it was better as Delilah's so sorry for the confusion!
*Flashback*
I watched the sun rise and everything seemed okay, the silence brought me peace as I layed comfortably in my bed. There was a lonliness in the room when Harry wasn't snuggled up to me. It was a feeling of absence. Why wasn't he here? He said he'd be home last night? He probably spent the night at Zayn's. I rubbed my eyes and crawled out of bed. My eyes met the clock 1 in the afternoon? I had been asleep that long? Most of all, Why was Harry not back yet? Even if he did spend the night at Zayn's he'd be here by now, wouldn't he?
Getting comfortable on the couch and covering myself with a blanket, I flipped the television on and searched through the channels. I was flicking through and then stopped when I saw a familiar boy on the screen. Harry Styles, My harry.
"Pop sensation seen locking lips with former girlfriend Caroline Flack at Funky Buddha last night!?! Mr. Styles what happened to your precious girlfriend Delilah McIntrye? Are you just going to leave her in the dust?" The interviewer spoke with a menacing smirk then pictures of Harry indeed locking lips with Caroline filled the screen. In that moment I could feel my heart shattering. A lump formed in my throat. I picked up my phone from the side table and dialed Harry's phone. It went straight to the voice mail.
"please leave a message after the beep" The monotone voice spoke, sobs were escaping my lips as I waited for the beep.
"Don't even bother to come over, Don't try to get ahold of me. I'm over this Harry, Send Louis over and he can get your shit. You can have your ring back too" With those words I hung up the phone and threw it across the room.My heart ached and my world felt like it was in a constant whirl wind. Why would he do this to me? He said he loved me didn't he? I heard my familiar ringtone echo through the house. part of me wanted to sulk and the other part wanted to see who was calling me. I reached for my phone, Louis Tomlinson. I swiped it to answer,"Hello?"
"Delilah, can we please talk?" Louis voice sounded just as pained as mine.
I sighed,"What Lou?"
"Harry was completely wasted last night, he went out and he drank until he couldn't even walk. Do you think he could even realize what he was doing?"
"He cheated on me Lou." I broke into sobs,"H-He doesn't love me."
"De, don't you dare say that! He loves you so much! If he didn't love you he wouldn't be crying and smashing things in the bathroom right now!" Louis voice was raised, but calmed into genuine care,"He's so completely in love with you..just please talk to him."
I sniffled and started crying again,"I just I-I just can't Louis,"
"Please. I'm begging you, I will do anything, Harry will do anything to make this work."
"Tell him to come over." I said, regretting my words the minute they left my mouth. I'd have to face Harry? The guy i've been in love with since diapers? He wasn't that guy anymore, he was someone different. I don't know if I could forgive him. What was so wrong with me?
"Oh my god, Thank you De, he's going to fix things, he'll be there in 20."
With that I hung up the phone. I didn't even bother to fix myself, he didn't deserve to see me at my best. Within the next half hour I heard a knock on the door. I had to drag myself to answer it. A red tear stained faced Harry stood in the doorway. I wanted nothing more than to just run into his arms but I couldn't.
"Can I come in?" His voice croaked and I just nodded, moving out of the way so he could walk in. He made his way to the couch. I walked slowly behind him. My body was wrapped in a blanket and I made my way to the chair across the room. Silence filled the room as he rested his head in the palms of his hands.
"De, can you please say something?" His voice said as he began to sob into his fists,"Please just talk to me."
"What do you want me to say?" I asked, my voice was small and weak.
"Tell me how much you hate me, just something."
I laughed a small sarcastic laugh,"As much as I want to, I could never hate you."
"You should, I fucked up, De."
"You did,"
I walked away, I just couldn't take this. Nothing hurt more than to see the one you love with someone else. As I went to walk away he grabbed my wrist and made me face him. He backed me up against the wall,"De, don't walk away from me."
"I don't want to be around you."
"Just hear me out," With his words I raised my right hand and slapped his cheek. He just stood there, which made me even angrier, I began punching his chest,"Fuck you Harry! Why the fuck would you do this to me?" I screamed and punched until I had no energy left in me. I collapsed into his arms and began sobbing he ran his fingers through my hair and cradled me into him.
"I'm so sorry Delilah," His voice was soft and genuine,"I didn't mean to do it. Please understand that. I love you."
"I love you too."
End of flashback
"You were quite the strong girl," I chuckled. A smile danced on her lips.
