First sight.(Hotch x reader)

Chapter 5

Your pov

 As I got up I kissed him with so much real feeling. I feel one of his hands on my back and the other unzipping my dress. I was very slowing un bottoming his shirt. I love feeling his warm touch.

He pulled back our heads were still touching. " Are you sure?" he asked. I when back for a kiss. he pulled me back by the waist into his room. He very slowly started to pull off my dress. I could tell he wanted to go faster, he put handcuffs around my wrist he told "I will stop at any time".   He moved down in between my legs and pulled off my underwear with his teeth. He came back up to my lips and kissed me. Then it started whenever he would hit my G-spot I wanted to screen his name. He hit it every time. My wrist hurting more every time.

After about an hour and a half, he fell on his back next to me. He took off the handcuffs and looked at my red almost red wrist. He looked me in the eyes looking so sad about my wrist. I was starting to cry because the pain hit all at once. He brushed off my tears.

" I would have stopped," He said almost crying

"I did not even notice"

He looked down at my leg see it shaking like crazy.

" Let me take to into  a nice hot shower, it will make you feel much better"

"How could  I possibly feel better than this," I said "A shower sounds nice"

Aaron help me up because of my leg, he walked me over to the shower. I sat on the floor looking at my wrist still crying. Aaron picked me up like a doll. I was standing in the middle of the water stream trying not to fall. He grabbed the sampoo putting some in his hand rubbing it into my head. It felt so good. I put my head on his chest with my hand crossed when he was still washing my hair.

He grabbed my hand kissed them. I looked down at my leg and it has stopped shaking. 

" I told you it will work," Aaron said. 

"Thank you I feel a lot better now." 

We went back into the bedroom. he sat me back on the bed but he did not. " What are you looking for" I looked at him crazy watching him looking through all drawers. He pulled out a shirt for me to wear for the night, a pair of boxers for him, and a tube of lotion. I put the shirt on when he was putting the boxers on. 

He sat next to me looking so disappointing in himself holding my hands. He put some of the lotions on my hands.

I looked up at him and said " it ok I mean it."

" it not ok, I hurt you," 

" you did not hurt, I was also crying because I am so happy to be with you" He made a little smile he was still putting lotion on my hand. I looked at the clock and it was already 1:00 in the morning. "Let's go to sleep, we can talk more in the morning.

Hotch's Pov

As Bella's head was tucked between my chest and my arm. Before she fell asleep she looked up at me and said nothing. Once she looked at me I knew that love her with all my heart. but I could if she meant that if she was ok about what I did to her. But I trust her and how she feels. 

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