(BoyxBoy) Behind everything unspoken

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Victorio.P.O.V.

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As I put on my shoes, I thought about inviting Carlos to come to my house and go to school together. I'm pretty sure Jack won't come this morning. He's mad at me. For a reason, of course.

I put on my headphones and run down the stairs, looking for Carlos' contact on the phone. However, as soon as I started to call him, I saw Jack in front. That surprised me quite a bit.

As soon as he saw me, he ran to me. I bowed my head as he stood next to me.

JACK:"Hey, buddy."

ME:"Hey...What are you doing here?I thought you were angry."

JACK:"Shall we go to school?"

He put his hand on my shoulder and we slowly made our way to the school.There was silence until we arrived.We just skated to the school yard without saying a word.I was too uncomfortable.He acted like nothing had happened.It was killing me.

When we were in front of the school and headed inside, he stopped me by grabbing my shoulder.

JACK:"Do you want to skate after school? All four of you?"

ME:"Yeah,but...Jack...I'm so sorry. I acted like shit."

I couldn't stand it without starting that topic.

JACK:"No,Victorio.Don't do that.It's my fault. I shouldn't have told you that. Especially not that you're a freak. It's the worst thing I've ever done."

ME:"It's okay...I shouldn't have exclude from conversation either."

JACK:"You're like that, Victorio.You can't do anything about it.I know that well.I love you the way you are.I shouldn't have forced you to play a person you weren't."

ME:"Sorry,Jack..."

JACK:"Damn,don't be so kind to me.I deserve you to hit me."

He put both hands on my shoulders.

ME:"You're my only friend.I should have done you a that favor and..."

He interrupted me with a hug.That surprised me,but I returned.It was a typical brotherly hug.

JACK:"I'm sorry.I was a fool.I won't make you do anything you don't want to do anymore."

ME:"Thank you."

JACK:"I didn't sleep all night because of you ... Guilt literally fucked me in the brain all the time"

ME:Actually, it's my fault ... I should have told you that I am..."

I stoped.How would he react?What if he's homophob?What if He will hate me?

JACK:You,re what?Just tell me."

ME:"Oh,God...This is scarier than I thought"

JACK:"You can tell me anything,Victorio.You know that,right?"

ME:"I know,just...Jack,I don't like girls."

JACK:"So I was right?"

ME:"What?"

JACK:"I always suspected you were gay."

ME:"You are not mad or dissapointed in me?"

JACK:"God,Victorio...Why should I?It's okey.You are my brother no matter what."

ME:"Thanks..."

I smiled.

JACK:"So...Tell me, as a gay man, am I attractive?"