Started from a dream

The story

Authors note: this is actually the story of the poems that i wrote, it is actually for the people that dont understand what im saying clearly, this is also a detailed information about me and wanderer so i hope you guys like it! :)
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Chapter one: a dream

I was smiling talking to my sister in a party which i dont know what was about.

Few of the people here are people that i already know like my aunts, uncles and cousins. But some of the people here were strangers to me.

I looked at what i was wearing and it was a formal white simple dress which goes to my knees. My hair was curled letting the blackness of it shine as it waves

My sister and i stopped talking for a second as she drags me to a private room.

As we enter my eyes set in to a White tiled covered flooring, walls were painted in a peached color as wooden tiles cover some parts of it, decorations of flowers hung the room and couches were set inside.

My sister left me when she saw my cousin mathew and chatted with him while i stood there shyly

But then my eyes set in to a guy that was sitting on the floor instead of the couch and he was staring at me, smiling

He was tall with dirty blonde hair, bright brown eyes and creamed skin his nose was thin and his lips were in a shade of pink

I smiled back and looked at what he was wearing, he was wearing a white long sleeved shirt, black pants and black shoes

He then gestured his hand to me saying to come to him and i did and Instead of sitting right next to him i sitted in between his knees. My back resting on his chest as i play with his hands

And for the first time ever i realized what this party was all about, it was a wedding party and it wasnt just a wedding party it was my wedding party

I looked up to see a pair of eyes gazing down at me smiling passionately, i smiled as well cupping his cheek

He slowly leans in fanning his breath on my face then kisses me passionately

I gasps and then slowly my eyes open to reality breathing in and out hands shaking

I sitted in my bed and trails my hand over my hair, heavily breathing. 'Who are you?'

I closed my eyes and remembered each part of the persons face like it was real i opened my eyes again shaking

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"So you dreamt about a guy you havent met before?!" My friend angel asked and i hushed her telling her to keep quiet

"Yes i did and pipe down im right here ypu know" i said and she chuckled, i just smiled for a sec then placed my head on the wall sighing

"I cant believe this" i said as i picture the guy again as we kissed and as i did my heart just instantly pumped louder and butterflies came to my stomach

"Im inlove with a guy i never even met before" i said as i close my eyes and angel looked at me concern and pats my back

"I dont want to be inlove angel....im scared of it" i say as i cry, she quickly hugged me saying that its okay and she wipes my tears

Chapter 2: mystery man

Two years...two years have passed ever since that dream came to my life and i forgot about it

I started to even meet up with people and flirt with them and when i got bored i downloaded an app named skout

It was a chat app, you can make friends, enemies or flirt in the app and i used that as my advantage

At first i was trying to make friends but then a guy came to me and his name is smith and we dated for 18 days...he was...okay? But the fact that i broke up with him was because he wants me to worry so much that he would always say that he was sick and would always tell me things that i hated to hear....like saying that he has cancer. He would also make me wait for him for an hour every single time i sent a message....i broke up with him after that

And after that incident i just didnt care on what i do anymore, i started to flirt in the app and did things i didnt wanted to do....i guess i was trying to get attention

3 months later after the incident, i was wandering in the app looking for someone to talk to and my eyes set on a familiar face

I opened the profile and recognized who it was instantly....it was the guy from my dreams. Dirty blonde curly hair and brown eyes....i looked at what was posted for a while and i was thinking if i should say hi or not but in the end i went back to looking ignoring him.

I wasnt actually afraid of saying hi but i was actually afraid of getting ignored, it somehow lozes my confidence everytime

Then all of a sudden a message showed and it came from him...

Him: hi :)

At first i was shocked that he would message me but instead of saying hi back first i hide my face in a pillow hiding my blush and screeched in it

Me: hello 🙈

We actually talked all day trying to make each one laugh and trying to flirt with each other...i didnt actually felt that way before ever since.

In the end we moved to another app because skout was too glitchy and it made our phones confused us and we talked all night there

We fought about who is cuter and sweet and we would always fight saying "i win!" To each other

I ended up talking to him until 1 and i dozed off saying goodnight

Chapter 3: do you love me?

Days have passed when we talked to each other. Ive never felt this happy for a guy before

I was never treated this way to a guy before. I was always treated like a girl from the streets and i was treated like trash whenever i talked to a guy

But he was different, he was nice, sweet and just absolutely beyond perfect and a perfect person like him doesnt deserve a girl like me...

I am the type of girl who would get all wierd, i am those type of girls who people actually think of something different.

I am those type if people that when they wake up they cant even breathe properly. I am the type of girl that is clumsy

I am me....and nobody even dares to love a girl like me

So by the time you said that you love me i got shocked, how would you love me? Are you just saying it to trick me? To make fun of me?

Because if its true then its working. Because on those days i am madly inlove with him

Chapter 4: i love you

Another day passed and i just woke up from my sleep, i quickly looked at the time and when i opened it a notification popped up

It was from him. I opened it thinking it was just a message but when i did, letters showed saying "i love you"

I smiled and blushed at it and i quickly said thank you, i love you and your so sweet

When i got to school i actually was in a good mood, smiling to myself everytime i see the pic which i turned into my wallpaper.

I decided to draw you something too and put signs of what he does and makes me feel

The sun and cloud- because he came when i was down
The rainbow- he colored my world
The moon- i can talk with him all day
The stars- he is my special brithest star
The flowers- he makes me feel im blooming (meaning he makes me feel im special)
The butterfly- because he makes me feel them everytime
And the bird- he always make everyone smile, his voice always put interests in me like a bird singing in the morning

I gave this to him when i was drunk and told him every single thing that i love about him and ever since that day we actually decided to become a couple.