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#6

Breath..

Deeply and slowly

Throw away all the pain

Make a smile in your lips

Even its hard

Even its more heavier, but its okay

I feel the same.

I miss when I feel sleepy

I miss when I smile a lot

I miss when I had a dream and hope

I miss when I laugh about how beautifull this world

I'm scared

I'm alone

Can someone hold my hands a while ? Anybody?

Why they all look at me like that ?

I'm losing my ME

Losing all my hope

Losing my trust

I pretend like I'm happily

I'm okay, thats ok, its alright

Because,

I'm scared to be lonely, I don't want to be alone

So numb all my pain

And I tell to myself

'you did a good job'

'dont be afraid'

'you'll be fine'

But actually

I feel down, so hard

Frustated, depressed,

Feeling like living with no hoping

I'm blind

Lost in my body

Stuck in my pain

Try to hold the tears

Try to smile, but it's hard

I need someone, just somebody

Please ?

All my kindness are moving to dark

I can't open my eyes

Can't open this truth

Just stop looked at me

Help me, light on me

This tears wont let me stopping drop.