I entered my room and sat down to my comfty bed.It was so soft that i can sleep right away but I'm not sleepy though.
My mother entered my room and brought me a dress,it was white and beautiful.
"Wear this to the party tonight Elsa" mom said then put the dress to my bed.
I don't want to go because they'll just gamble there.Its so boring in a rich party.Its too fancy they said.I remember what my father told me at the parties of the poor,they dance and drink all night.They also tell stories that makes you laugh.I want to experience it.
My father learned about this because he has a poor friend.His friend even brought him to poor parties when they were little.When my grandfather found this out,my father's friend was brought to jail.
His friend was angry and my dad never heard of him again.
I wished to be in those oarties,they do look fun.
My dad is the only one that i ak close for but he dued when i was 12 because of cancer.My mom said that he was a waste of love.Its not actually real love.
My mom never cared for him,she just want his money.
I was so sad that i want to kill myself.Thinking of it again makes me want to kill myself.
Oh wait,I'll kill myself instead since no one cares about me.
By the middle of the night,i wore my white dress and went outside.It was cold and windy because we're getting near the atlantic ocean.
I looked around because it is my last time to see the beautiful world again.
I stepped on the railings and went to the other side.I held my hand very tight as i look at the water which will be my grave.
Tears fell down my eyes.
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I was lying on the bench looking at the sight.It was indeed beautiful.I decided to draw it so i stood up and were about to go back but something caught my eye,i saw a rich lady trying to kill herself by jumping on the water.
I ran toward her and said "You're trying to kill yourself"
"Yeah because i want to die" she said.
"Doing that won't change anything"
"It does,i will die"
"Oh really? You think you can let go?"
"I can"
"Trust me you can't"
I think that she can't.
"Ok lend me your hand and you'll be fine" i lend my hand.
She held my hand and i pushed her to safety.She slipoed and now she's hanging on the edge of the ship.
I held her hand tightly and pushed her again.We both slipped when she's ok now.
A guard came and saw us.He thought that im going to do something bad for her so he handcuffed me and called the lady's fiancé.
The fiancé punched me and said "you think you can touch her? Never"
"Look Hans,he didn't do anything,he saved my life" she said.
"Then what happened to you if its true?"
"I slipped then he catched me"
They let me go after that.I thanked her and got her name.It was Elsa.
