Chapter 6- Guilt Trippin .

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Attention! STOP TROLLING ABOUT THAT DAMN CHAPTER 5! ITS SUPPOSE TO BE LIKE THAT!!! shit...... ANYBOO..... Hello people! On with the story! Its shadows p.o.v

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"We all do wrong....we all do right. But , who said we are perfect.? "
- Unknown..

EmeraldBerry Apartments
May 4 , 2014
8:30 am

Guilt, one thing i hate. You would think that the ultimate life form wouldnt care about anything. But this time, its different.

I walked into the apartment and shut the door very quietly . I took off my shoes and layed down on the couch. I know if i was to walk into my bedroom, there will be another argument. Argument with who you say.? I know you would find this hard to believe but i have a girlfriend. Her name is Silvia. She is the reason why my whole personally has changed. The way she acts is rubbing off on me (vocabulary, feeling , etc)

I haven't be happy with her lately. We always get into it over dumb shit. Its like she find thing to bitch about. I have been cheating on her for the longest. Not just with girls , with guys to. Now i know what your thinking, why am i unfaithful but still let her stay here.? I cant let her go. Yes , i cheat but theres something about her that makes me wanna just keep her. I think i love her... But if i love her why would i cheat.? These thoughts racing throught my head is giving me a migraine. I get up and walk up the hallway to the bathroom. I walk in and open up the cabinet and grabbed a bottle of ibuprofen and took two pills out . As i was putting the pills in my mouth i heard what sounded like laughter. I swallowed the pills and walked across the hall . I slowly opened the door and saw Slivia. She was on the phone with what sounded like a girl. " I think shadow is cheating.. He stay out all night and wont come back until the morning. Sometimes i would find lipstick marks on his mussel. He doesn't spend time with me like he use to. I think we are falling apart real slowly." I heard her say. All i could do was look at her. I couldn't move at all. She knows that i cheat , but why does she still stay here.? As soon as i asked myself that question, she answered it. "Dont think im crazy, but i love him. I wanna be with him forever. But it look like its not happening." she said with a crack in her voice. I looked back at the door and saw tears runing down her face. I wanted to bust in the room and hug her , But my pride didnt let me. I got up and walked back to the couch. As soon as i laid down, my stomach got a weird filling. Funny thing is i know this filling all to well..

Guilt..

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If yall having notice.....shadows language comes from his gf. Hes bi...and for 1 million cookies....
Which quote from last chapter fits in this chappie.? Its dealing with something slivia said. :3 and feel free to tell me how to improve my little storwy:3333

Sayanara, My kawiiiiiii readers

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