[Started 06/12/20]
[Ended 24/03/21]
Min Sarah in her youth 𝚢𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚜, lost in contact to communicate with others.. Never new what happiness meant... Has everything she needs but never Found Displaying Happiness.
Kim Taehyung 𝙰 divorced man... Onc...
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It's not about what you lose, it's about what you gain, from the ones who thought you how to never stop giving up
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Min Sarah POV
My feets were not giving me any access to start walking, as if it were glued to the concrete. There stood my Father,
Min yoongi...
The name from which everyone Terrors, everyone who doesn't wanna die and who doesn't wanna hear his words before dying.
He kept looking at my eyes─── and as I didn't had any other option I kept staring back. Never in my life I have ever wanted to face this kind of situation. The same firing flashbacks kept repeating whenever I have to face this Man. The girls who are ever safe and goofy with their fathers.. I always wished I would become one of them. I wish I could keep looking at my father and take care of him, I wish I could be a daughter who he wish he had..
Isn't it my fault afterall?
Being unable to complete his desires of being the blood and not be able to complete his family rituals. I hate that even if I would try my best, he would never be proud of me, never enough. Sometimes I wonder, only if I could talk and be like normal people, he would let me free, let me talk to new people and socialise. No matter what, I had already given up my dreams of being able to speak again.
But..
The worst is. I have never been able to give up the dream, to be the best daughter I can. Make my Father Proud.
Even when I know, he would just ignore my slightest achievements, unless it's for his sake. I am not saying he is one of those Fathers that don't love their daughters, but just use them as a child who is a replacement of someone, someone who would try anything and would be down for leaving anything just to make their parents be sitting in pride and be happy but- Wait.. That's what I am exactly trying to say.
I gulped in and took a few steps forward, holding the confidence of not lying even if I had to be grounded again for the same mistakes. What's wrong with Taehyung? now anyways When he have already met him and now he does know how loyal and truthful of a guy he is. Father shouldn't be having any problem with him right?
As soon as I forwaded a step towards him, he flinched and walked back inside the house, completely disregarding the fact that I was standing just right there. Maybe he has his priority that he would follow. The pretty old saying he is used to...
"Keep house matters inside the house"
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(Next morning)
"Honey, what did you do?" "Noona! What happened!?" Mom and jungkook kept blabbering and asking me what have I done, that my Dad didn't even have his dinner and he didn't even wanted to talk to anyone since last night. He shut himself up in his room after yesterday night.
