Hermione's Twin

Chapter Eleven

Heather's point of view

The next day, Hermione told me everything that happened.

"So you're telling me he tried to kiss you?" I asked.
"Yes. Luckily I shield the lollipop he bought me." Hermione said and laugh.

I'm actually just looking and playing at my food. Not wanting to eat any of that.

"Are you alright?" Hermione asked.
"Yes.. Just not in the mood.. You know what I'm just going to the bathroom I'll be right back." I said with an assuring smile.

I was walking down the hallway when I saw Fred talking to Angelina. Angelina Johnson is his ex. He doesn't really love me and all of these happenings prove my theory. Fred soon to notice that I am staring at them so I start to walk away. I can hear him following me. I go to the Astronomy tower for some air. Air prevents me from crying.

"Hey!" Fred said.
I just ignore him.
"Are you alright?" He asked.
"Alright? No. You just proved that I am right." I said.
"Right about what?" He asked.
"That we're not sharing the same feelings." I said.

My eyes were starting to swell but I don't want him to think I am weak.

"I do fancy you Heather I swear." Fred said.
"Of course you do fancy me.. But you don't love me the same way I do. You love Angelina." I said and a tear fall from my eye.
"What? No! She's my ex." He said and smiles.
"Do you know that I don't eat most of the times? I developed an anorexia.. I thought that if I am skinnier than any of the ladies here in Hogwarts maybe you'll love me back.. But I was wrong." I said.

Tears starts falling and Fred starts to remove those.

"Why would you do that? Heather you are perfect." He said.
"Because I don't look like them.. They're so much prettier than me. I guess you just don't know that it hurts me. I kept staring at you while you talk to them and look at them the way you never did to me." I half shouted.
"Heather I—"
"Do you see me only as sex Fred?" I asked.
"What? No!" He said.
"I'm not up to this kind of relationship Fred! I worth way more than sex and I know that." I said while crying.

Fred is now speechless and he's just staring at me.

"But I'm just a toy to you am I?" I asked.
"Heather please.." Fred said.
"Just forget everything that happened to us specially our friendship. We're no longer friends." I said and walk away.

I go to the Slytherin dorm. I instantly flop into my bed and cry. "Gosh what happened?" Lianna asked. "Nothing.. Please just tell the teachers that I'm not feeling well." I said then burry my head into the pillow.

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At the dinner I didn't came so Hermione came into my room. "What's wrong?" Hermione asked me brushing my hair with his hand. I hug her and cry into her chest. "I should have listened to you.." I said. "what happened?" She asked.

I told her everything that happened this past few weeks. "So you're telling me that you're snogging with Fred?" She asked. I nodded. "Well I think we can't help who we are attracted to." She said and frowned.

"How could I be so stupid Hermione? How?" I asked. "Shh stop or I'm going to kill Fred." She said. "I wanna asked you if you want to go have Christmas at the burrows but looks like you would say no." She said and frowned. "I will still come you know.. If Molly wants to see us then I will. It's not for Fred." I said ans she smiles and hugs me.