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Plaything

This part will contain: angst/toxicity and nsfw

I fluttered my eyes open. I was in my bed, alone. I looked around for Hisoka, but he wasn't there. Where was he? I tried to stand up, but the pain in my stomach from my fight injuries made me fall to the ground. "Aah!" I exclaimed my body met the floor. "Are you okay?" Hisoka said calmly, lifting my body back up to the bed. "Oh, I was looking for you..." I said shyly. "Well, now that you're awake I'll get going," Hisoka replied, with a stern tone. Get going? "I don't want you to leave," I whined. Hisoka sighed as he turned back around to face me. "Y/N, I've had my fun, so I'm leaving. I broke you just like I wanted~" He replied, his voice deeper than before.

I told you. I told you and you didn't listen. He used you and now you're attached. Your father is going to hate you. You're lucky he didn't kill you when you were born, and you repay him with this? Y/N, you're a disappointment.

I shut my eyes tightly as I teared up at my own scolding. Then I realized I said all that out loud when I looked up to see Hisoka glaring at me. "Interesting," he said as he walked away, out the apartment door. I brought my hands up to my eyes, wiping the tears away. "Don't cry, just get over it. He meant nothing to you. No, he means nothing to you. He never did. He was merely an experience along the way," I said out loud, trying to boost my confidence.

I stood up, exiting the bed. I dealt with the pain as I stumbled to the bathroom. I undressed and looked in the mirror. I had bruises from Hisoka and I's fight. I took the bandage off of my stomach, revealing an aching purple bruise. I stepped into the shower, turning on the water. I stood under the stream, no movement. I let the water consume me as I tried to erase the thought of Hisoka, the thought we ever met, the night we spent together... the memories flashed through my head. How warm he felt, how he moaned, how he touched me... no. That never happened, it was... just a dream.

That's right. It was just a dream. He never existed. Now you can keep fulfilling your goal, and become a hunter to make your father proud.