I'm Here Even When You Don't See

chapter#13 No Laughter No Soul

i wake up hugging him in my arms he turns around a mrmrs "i love you i need help adina figure it out before its too late"-with that i wake up sweating and burning up with a fever "figure it out adina you have too" i keep saying to meyself out loud as i tap on my head that was just a dream what if he doesnt even love me? im just a worthless thing that shouldnt be here im- "you better shut up before i go all wild on you our mate needs help you got the message now you need to go help!" i didnt know ceris was listening i have no one on my side im littery kicked out of my own house and i have cuts and brusies everywhere theres no way i can do anthing even if i tried my world  has ended theres nothing left for me...maybe i should end "DONT YOU DARE SAY THAT I WILL RIP OUT YOUR TOUGUE IF YOU EVER SAY THAT AGIAN YOU'RE NOT DOING SUICIDE TO THIS BEAUTIFUL BODY AND YOU NEVER WILL!" i have to give it to her ceris is one fisty wolf  but theres no use i dont have anything to do in my power i lost everthing..i lost him "well if you would shut up and go looking for him then you would find him stupid and you have everthing in your power YOU A FREAKING LUNA OF THE BELLADONAS FOR GOSH SAKES AND NOT JUST THAT YOU HAVE ME !!" wow guess i really am stupid i need to go find him i love him and i need to fight for him **FLASH BACK** as i see him have a greatfull smile on my face and look to my mother"ma'm i would like to ask you something" he sound so pridefull looking into my eyes "i would like to marry your daughter i ask for your blessing to make her my everything make her my queen"as i smile i know what to say in my head of corse its a yes i love him forever i will mary him with al my heart i comite**FLASH BACK OVER** as tears drop down my face i am determed to find him but as i feel something come over me i felt it was gentle and i knew it was my luna i let her take full force and guide me there finally im at the howls hallows woods and i smell his scent i run through the forest and still in luna form i take control and hidea bit further when i see my mate being tortured to death in chains and sliver to his neck uhoh no please it cant be sliver as the sliver starts to rise up his legs he screams mercfully and the demon or what ever ill find what the creature called soon i run up and stap her in the throat its smirks and says "kill you cant no one could ever get to my heart" but what does that mean i stabb her in the heart and it luaghs and throws me aside" pest what you have to do to kill and get rid of" i spit on thecreature to see it was unpleased i smiled with pleasure" it takes more than just a tree stump to kill me to " i run at her again and this time cut off her arm she shrieks but it grows back dang how the heck do you kill this thing?!? i think to myself again and again to figure out what she means on what she said"adina dont you get it shes steals people mans because she must of lost hers that how you kill her to get to her heart"of corse thats it "did it hurt you when they died your the one that probably killed them you know since you desided to kill everyone elses mate or friend!" she taking her gaurd down while i keep talking"SHUT UP NOW JUST SHUT UP" i smirk and keep talking "i bet they hated you that when you found out they were dead you cried but they were jumping for joy they dont need to be with you ugly thing anymore" i look at donnavan and see that the spell is breaking the silver is fading but i need to go on before i could spit one word out i was pinned against a tree"SHUT UP YOU FOOL YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW IT HAPPEND I DIDNT MEAN TO I JUST WANTED TO KISS HIM IT WASNT MY FAULT " as i gasp for air i speakly say quietly "he never even loved you youll never be love you satanist egg " with that she screams and shrieks and she burns in a fire of purple and blue and red the fire burns out and all that is left is a beating heart my mate is saved so am i but know we need our pack how are we gonna do that? hey guys what you think comment like and favourite my story please i worked really hard on this just for you guys i hope you like it :)_raya