One in the same (Shinsou x Depressed Reader)

~Shinsou the Savior~

~(Y/N) P.O.V~

   "Today we are electing class president. I could care less who it is, just get it over with" Aizawa said as he fell over on the ground in his sleeping bag. You just slipped on your headphones and played music. You laid your head on your desk and didn't pay attention to the world around you. 

  Eventually you felt a tap on your shoulder. You picked your head up to see Kirishima "Hey beauty cool. It's time for lunch" he smiles and the heads out the door. You get up and look in your bag for your lunch. It wasn't in there. You groaned and walked up to your dad.

"I left my lunch at home. I'm getting a snack from the vending machine and then I'll be back" you said and he just grunted. You went down the hall to the lunch room. It was crowded and loud. Two things you hated the most. You went to the vending machine and got pokeys and a milk.

Suddenly the speaker came on. They needed everyone to evacuate. Everyone suddenly got up and ran to the hallway to leave. You got pushed along with them. The hallway was packed with people. The people shoving you caused your sleeves and pants to rub against your wounds. Next thing you know there is blood dripping down your hands. You felt light headed and then everything went black.

~Shinsou P.O.V~

I saw the person from the roof. They looked so scared. Then I saw the puddle of blood surrounding them. I quickly shoved everyone away and grabbed them as they were sinking. 

A boy with engines on his legs told everyone to calm down. "If everyone could move out of my way. I've got an injured person!" I yelled and people moved as I ran to Recovery girl's office. There was so much blood. 

Once I got there I opened the door hard. "Recovery girl! I need your help". 

She hopped off her stool, "Oh dear. Place them on the bed" I followed her order and laid them down. She rolled their sleeves up and I gasped...they had cut themselves. "Dear, Go outside, it's an evacuation. They need be sure your there" 

I nodded and left. I looked down on my arms and hands at the blood that coated them. They had cut themselves...They may be from class 1-A but they're a lot like me. I looked down at the faded scars on my arms and walked off. 

~Aizawa P.O.V.~

Mic and I were called to recovery girls office. We both were in a meeting about the press and how they got in. Mic held my hand, I rubbed my finger down his knuckles. We were both very stressed out recently. 

We opened the door to see (Y/N) hooked up to an I.V. with a breathing mask on. My heart instantly dropped. I turned to Mic and he was frozen in fear.

 Recovery girl was behind us, "Go in boys" she pushed us in and sat us down in chairs beside (Y/N)'s bed. "I was the nurse when you two were in school. And you both got roughed up bad from now and again but-"

"Who did this to them" I cut in with a growl. 

"They...they did it to themselves" Recovery girl said. I think I've stopped breathing. Tears pricked my eyes. "They have been cutting themselves..and they are very fresh..I healed them, but they were so deep that it left scars…"

Both me and Mic were crying. Was I not a good enough father...did I not show how much I loved them. Mic rubbed my hand. Recovery girl shook her head, "Both of you have been amazing fathers. I watched you raise them with nothing but love and kindness. And they were spoiled rotten. You know they have trouble with their quirk. They resent it and refused to use it. All that power built up in them, it's not good. Though it's not a quirk they can constantly use. Have they even used it more than once?" 

Mic shook his head, "no. Not since they were around the age of 5. Some at school told them it was a villain's quirk, they were tormented for it. So they denied it existed" 

"It will come more naturally when they are older but they need to find balance. They need to talk to people. They need friends or a significant other. They need someone to hold onto. Maybe that boy who brought them in. He seemed concerned and caring." Recovery girl said. 

"BOY! WHAT BOY!" I popped up. Recovery girl slapped my head with a file. 

"A boy saved them and brought them in. He had purple hair and heavy eye bags under his eyes. I don't think I've ever seen him before, but if you see him. You should thank him! They could have died!" Recovery girl said. "Sit with them until they wake. They'll want you by their side"  

I nodded and Recovery Girl left her office. Me and mic sat on opposite sides of each other on either side of them. They looked so peaceful when they slept. 

~(Y/N) P.O.V~

    You woke up with to a bright light. You had something on my face. What was going on? You popped up to hear a voice.

"Hey...Hey everything is alright little one. Your daddies are here. Nothing can hurt you" you heard the soft voice of your father. You laid your head back down and let your eyes and body adjust. You saw both your dads at either side of you. You felt a Oxygen mask on your face. You looked around..it was Recovery Girls office.

"What happened?" You spoke sorely like you had been screaming.

"During the evacuation your cuts reopened and you almost bled out. There was a boy who saved you from the crowd and brought you here" Mic said softly. You close your eyes and you saw that face again. The boy from the bus and the roof. His purple hair and his eyebags. His look of worry.

You gasped, "I'm so stupid...I could have died. I'm so useless"

"You're not useless" your dad said in union.

"Why would you hurt yourself (Y/N). Why didn't you tell us?" Mic spoke.

"I...I was hurting so bad. And and you guys were fighting them just got back together. I didn't want you guys to break up again..I didn't want to show you I was weak. That the voices in my head wouldn't stop telling me i'm worthless"

"(Y/N)" Aizawa choked out and held you close. "We're so sorry..we never ment to put this much stress on you. We just want you to ve happy and love yourself. We love you so much." You all cried and help each other close for a while.
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Thank you for reading. Shinsou is our savior and our dads love us 😭

💜~Chibi-chan