Wonderful Days (MewGulf AU)

Chapter 1.2

Gulf's POV

Next morning, Going to school

'It's difficult being roomates with him. I can't hold back much longer' I thought, sleepily looking at the apartment and room ads poster. 'Anyway, I have to get more part-time work and save more money.'

But to move out from there, what reason should I give?

"Eh, N' Gulf?" greeted of the girl behind me.

"P'Eye...'I think?'"

Eye, "I'm sorry for last time."

"Not at all. What happened after that?"

At the School canteen

Eye and I decided to talk to the school canteen, oblivious to our surrounding, murmuring and glancing at us.

"Hey, you're really attractive." said Mild approaching us.

"P'Mild"

"Ah, I'm leaving first. Thank you, N'Gulf." said Eye.

Mild, "Who is that girl? She's cute. It's rare to see you talking with someone so seriously."

"I met her during the group date last time. She's attached. We we're talking about how she wasn't doing quite well with her boyfriend. In the end we started talking about other life problems. She still loves him even though she was beat up by him. The worst guy you can get and it's only more hurtful to stay beside him...yet she couldn't leave him. Ah, I can understand how she feels." I rumble, oblivious to Mild's reaction.

And Mild's reaction is a a face that you want someone to stop talking but you can't get them to stop.

"You don't get involved in these weird things. Hurry up and find a new botfriend!!" Mild said, saying softly, pointing his finger at me.

"I am trying..." I sighed.

I also went to those kind of shops (gay bar), but I couldn't find anyone suitable. I met Mild there. I couldn't bring that love to end.

At Home

"Gulf, you have been coming home late recently." Mew said, greeting me by the door, drinking his coffee.

"I got more part-time jobs."

Mew, "Why do you need so much money?"

"No, nothing."
'He doesn't seem happy..'

"Because of this?" said Mew, throwing the apartment pamplets that I purchase the other day infront of me. "Do you want to move? I'm fine if you want to move. The reason?" he continue, angry evident in his voice.

The forceful eyes, and the feeling of oppression...'Because I love you' I almost gave in.

"Because...the person like me is disgusting."

Mew, "Eh?"

"The problem doesn't lie with you. I'm the one that makes others feel disgusted, so I will move out. That's all. The end." I reasoned out, avoiding his gaze.

Mew, "What are you trying to say? Because you're gay? Why do you have to bother about this now? There isn't any problem and nothing to feel disgusted about."

"What if...! I bring a man back, will you still say it's not a problem?"

"See.." I said when I saw the shocked expression on Mew's face.

"Eh...you just couldn't get satisfaction with that?" said Mew, crossing his arms.

"It's not like that!!!" I said, angrily.

I feel my heart beat so fast when I saw Mew stare at me.

Mew, "I see, you will do it with guys. I haven't thought of it so much."

"Actually, it's disgusting.." I said, lowering my gaze.

"No...not really." Mew said, grabbing my chin and pulling it upwards to look at him. "Because you have a pretty face. Kinda sexy...and attractive."

"If, Gulf is the one, there wouldn't be a problem at all." he continue, grabbing my neck, holding it lightly and stare straight into my eyes.

"You...you're the worst!!" I said, removing his hand into my neck.

"So you wouldn't have a reason to move out anymore." Mew said, smirking.

"Anyone knows how to say that. You must be able to do it!!"

"Why are you so stubborn?" Mew said, with his I'm so done with you expression.

"Shaddup! I want to move..." I didn't finish what I am going to say because Mew grab my arm then pushed me to the floor.

I can't say anything when he started kissing me.

In an instant our clothes and our reasons flew out alltogether.

What is this? Idiot. Big idiot. Everything is so messed up. Yet I'm so happy I can die right now.

"Gulf, I can't breath." He said, when I grabbed his shoulder and hug him tight.

"What is with you..why are you crying?" Mew said, the shocked is all over his face, realization hit him.

"No...I'm not." I denied, hiding my tear-stained face to him.

After a moment of silence, Mew said, "You aren't used to this at all. I can understand if you never did this with a woman, but not with a man too?"

I feel the blush creeping on my face.

"No way...is this for real? With that face and body..with no one before?" he continue.

"What a waste!" He exclaimed.

"Is that all you wanted to say!?" I said angrily at his foolish remark.

"I can't do this. You like me..so much that you're crying? If you are serious about this, I can't just patronize you." Mew said, in all seriousness.

Looking at his serious expression there's nothing I can do but ran, ran away from him.

It's so sarcastic. I might hold a special place in his heart. A guy like Mew...someone who can just trample another persons feelings..that was a special treatment given to me.

TBC