Be Mine || Sansang

18 : Eunji !

The ride home was quiet really quiet , Wooyoung had tried a few times to start a conversation with Yeosang who was now in the back seat alone this time , since San had ended up following the girl to somewhere quiet which was the words San had told them when Wooyoung asked where the hell he was going .
Wooyoung and Mingi knowing Yeosang for a long time apparently saw the hurt looked that Yeosang was trying to cover up .

" Yeosang ? "

" Yeah ? "

Wooyoung called once again trying to start another conversation , even though they were already close to the others home .

" What color is the sky on Sundays ? "

Mingi turned his head giving Wooyoung a " wtf kinda question was that " look , Wooyoung just shrugging his shoulders because he really was trying to get the other to at least lighten up or scold him about how stupid his question was but Yeosang didn't reply or even look his way .
The car finally parked in front of Yeosang's home and he did not waste even a second before running straight into his room not saying goodbye to the other two just running straight up to his room ignoring his parents confused stares . Wooyoung and Mingi sat there speechless trying to process what the other just did , before the two ended up having a small frown on their faces .

" Choi San . " Wooyoung whispered angrily gritting his teeth together in anger , Mingi looked at the other patting his shoulder trying to calm him down .

" Hey , you already know how San is okay ? We should just give Yeosang some time first and maybe they'll just sort it out together if they ever meet "
Mingi said starting the car patting the others shoulder one last time . He cared for Yeosang but knew that they should just give the other some time .

Yeosang threw his bag on the floor after shutting and locking his door before laying in bed not knowing what to do with the aching feeling he was feeling inside . He blinked away the tears that was forming in his eyes as he remembered how San had her hands around the other girls waist pulling in her back hug and he suddenly remembered when San hugged him the same way at the beach , and it hit him hard that he wasn't the only one San did that too . More tears formed in his eyes making him quite annoyed with himself for being weak .

Why the hell you gotta cry ? - He asked himself wiping away forcefully the tears that we're forming .
Without realizing , he ended up crying himself to sleep not really in the mood to eat or even do anything he just so badly wanted to forget what he saw , and get rid of the aching feeling that he ended up hating the most , but he knew that before he could fall even harder for the other he should just stay away from Choi San .
The guy who didn't even know was hurting this poor boy .

Meanwhile , it was quiet in the kitchen where Yeosang's parents were at it was the first time Yeosang completely acted like they did not exist at all and did not even greet them once . They both stared at the staircase where Yeosang ran up before looking back at each other before deciding to just continue on with their conversation about work .

The next morning Yeosang knew that he had to join the parents for breakfast or he would be in some big trouble , and he wouldn't want that since he already started off his morning with a bad headache and he still felt quite sleepy . He didn't have a good sleep and wished he could just sleep the whole day but knew that with parents like his he could never .

He stood in the shower as he felt the cold water running down his body , but still quickly finished up and headed out putting on his uniform , he turned around grabbing his school bag about to walk out of his room when his eyes ended up meeting his own reflection in his mirror in the room , his eyes widening when he saw how fucked up his eyes looked , his red eyes annoyed the crap out of him and it was clear that he was definitely crying all night . He rolled his eyes clearly not in the mood anymore slumping his bag on his shoulder . He lazily walked down the stairs already seeing the parents sitting on the table waiting for him as they just sat quietly . He sat down just flashing a smile to the two not even bothering to look the other two in the eye .
" How was school yesterday Yeosang ? " He heard his mom ask .
Seriously ? - Yeosang thought annoyed he didn't know what he was annoyed at he was just annoyed , he let out a small sigh to calm himself down before looking back at the mom flashing her a fake smile while the dad just stared at Yeosang too .