When the super gloomy came to my life for the first time
I don't know why, what must I to do
this is first of too much problem in my life
this is very different, so difficult in myown thinking
so painful, I'm really down and crushed
I lost everything in myself,
not money or anything like a property, wealth or anything like that
but this soul, this emosion, my confidence, my straight mind
the true of real me is gone... gone...
I lost myself
I like wanna suicide for this situation
I really hurt, I am alone
the dark in surround me
I'm feel so broken heart
But, ...
I'm still alive
I have a choice
I must choose
because, I have a chance
and I don't want to be like this
I go...
I go for far away
to heal myself... only by myself
I forgot to pray to God and using Holy Spirit
maybe the feelings of that situation can be come again
but I think for now,
I can feels free...
I don't care if it not for forever
Just a little times,
I just wanna be happy
until for the second the gloomy making me will be crazy
but for the umpteenth time I'm save again
I'm lucky, 'cause many of kind people in near me
their very helping me for still alive,
all of their support
I still survive and I really be grateful for everything in my life
I know and I'll get my true destiny
The way of my life making me to be stronger
I'll gonna die if I was give up
or... maybe I can still to be here
because I've angel... angel from God
to always protect me,
even if I ever will to be killed of something
inside or outside of me,
but I know for sure of onething important
why I'm still here?
I can use all of my power for the true meaning of my life
my destiny to be alive... in my life
to be someone important and have good impact for others
And the priority is put God first in our life, our time, and everything
Sense of Destiny In My Life
22 March 2013 (12:10) - reedit 11 June 2015 (20:50) -- reedit: Sabtu, 11 Mei 2019, Luwuk, Sulteng, Indonesia.
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