i don't think you understand
how sweetly i crave
love, people, the warmth
life, living breath of human interaction
when the nightclubs buzz
my heart sings along
and the laughter
lifts my feelings to new heights
nothing is more beautiful than people
and people are beautiful, each and every one
shines with their own light
i don't think you understand
when the lights glow in the distance
my thoughts are with the party crowd
the music that pulses like a heart beat
the basses that hum like the warm blood in my veins
the thousands of smiles and moving bodies
the cold thrill of lateness, overwhelmingness
oh, it makes me feel so alive
and the alcohol, every sip i take
sends a glorious shudder through my body
and the cigarettes that hit me with the intensity of a crush
and the drugs that make my muscles crackle like fireworks
and the world smile like an instagram filter
and the food that is like gold on my tongue
and the love, the love, the love, the love
his love, his touch
something special, something first
something new, a spring with its blooming flowers
give me something to work with
let me be in control, passion will win eventually
passion, life, love, drugs, kisses and gummy smiles
i don't think you understand
YOU ARE READING
nymphet poetry
Poetrypoems about my life as a nymphet -questioning a brain that was hardwired a little differently- TW: substance abuse
