My Amore

01.

Listen to this song^ while you read

"I think you should wear the lavender turtleneck and the light tan colored pants, it'll look really cute" Emma suggested. We were getting ready for the football game, the last one of the season. "yea , but I just wanna wear a graphic T and ripped jeans" I said. I went with the graphic T and jeans. We drove to the game, which was a home game. My boyfriend was going to meet us there, but the thing is I've been thinking about breaking up with him, because I'm going to go travel the world and he wants me to stay. My dad wants me to go and live my life before I have to go to college. So this summer I'm going to go to Europe and live life, till I have to come back and go back to reality. Anyways, we met up, and we got nachos and slushies and went to watch Wyatt play. Jade decided not to come because she had to study for a test. We stayed till the end of the game.

I decided to talk to Josh, so I told him to meet me at Starbucks to talk. I took Emma home and went to meet with him. "Hey, babe" "Hey, Riv" Josh said. "What's wrong?" he asked, "So.. you know how you don't want me to go to Europe?" I said nervously, I've never really broken up with someone all my ex's broke up with me, so I'm nervous. "Yea, why what's wrong babe?" "I can't do this, you don't want me to go to Europe.. And I wanna see the world. Josh I'm sorry but I'm breaking up with you" "wait, What? You can't I love you, you can't Riv" he said quickly trying to change my mind. "Yes Josh, I am, I can't have someone that I love not want me to see my dreams" I said making sure he knows what I'm saying, "I am so sorry Josh, I love you but I can't do this" "o..ok, but just know that I love you Riv, okay? And if you need anything tell me okay?" "thanks Josh, for understanding, and I know, I love you too." as I walked off, he grabbed me and kissed me, "Josh what are you doing?" I said pulling away. "I just needed it one last time, okay goodbye River Grace" he said lovingly, "Goodbye Josh" I said and walked off.  I got in my car and drove home.

Two weeks later

My flight is tomorrow, and I am currently packing. It's been two weeks since me and Josh broke up, and honestly it feel great but I still feel heart broken about it. Emma has been there for me, which made me feel better. Jade hasn't really been in the picture. My dad came into my room asking "hun, are you packed? We have leave tomorrow. Make sure you got everything you need. Tooth brush, hair brush, your contacts-" before he could keep listing stuff off, interrupted him "dad, yes I have everything, I'm just putting in extra stuff, like my book and my Mac book. I also have all 15 of my swimsuits, socks, underwear, and my chargers for everything." I said reassuring him I have everything. "Okay, okay just making sure I don't want you forgetting anything. Oh hows Josh?", "dad, me and him broke up two weeks ago I told you that" "oh sorry honey, I forgot" he said sadly. He left my room and I was done packing, I made a list of what to pack throughout the two weeks, I got everything I needed. The flight is 8 hours, 23 minutes, but my flight is at 4 am tomorrow morning. It's currently 9:30 pm and I'm heading to bed.

4 am in the morning
Me and my dad packed my two suitcases in the car, we drove to the airport. We checked me in and I gave my dad a hug and went to my gate...
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A/N
It's a small chapter, but I'll be writing the second one here soon.