Mcyt Oneshots

Please, Let me go.. ( Tommy)

ik ik, angsty Tommy utnjfns. I've just been listening to sad music a lot and seen so many sad oneshots and YouTube vids and I keep getting new ideas just different outcomes, however, even tho I hate ending without happiness, I might do one like that soon 🙃
Anyways enjoy!
TW: cursing, restraining, crying, suicide, mention of self harm. (Tell me if I missed anything!)
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No ones POV
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Tommy was at the top of he roof of the apartment building. He left in he middle of night trying to not wake up his friend Tubbo since they shared a room, and if he did he was hoping he would just assume he went to the bathroom.

Tommy went into the bathroom before coming to the roof, he planned on just making a few cuts and then go back to bed, but it was different tonight, because instead of the little voice saying "a few more cuts" or "you did a good job, but that doesn't mean your not less of a mistake and disappointment then you already are" no, instead, a thought he has he has been putting down and hasn't heard in awhile came.

"Go kill yourself"

Tommy always ignored that thought, since he didn't wanna worry or upset his family, but the voice convinced him that his family could care less about him, that they hated him and would be so happy if he was gone and not a bother to anyone, with him always yelling and cussing at his friends or family, no one would care if he died.

So he went to the roof, and looked over the city, he always loved the lights the city had to offer at night, it looked so beautiful and was so quiet and peaceful at night. You could feel the slight breeze from the spring night. The cars honking quietly in the distance. He crossed his arms as he put them against the green railing.

"I guess today is my day huh?" He spoke to himself, his heart was racing and he felt a bit light headed, he couldn't tell if that's from the blood loss, or the fact he was about to take his final breath, it was probably both.

Tubbo's POV
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I had woken up from Tommy getting out of bed, I assumed he was getting up to use the bathroom since he did this multiple times in the middle of the night, trying to make little to no noise, he was taking longer then normal, I know most would just assume he could be taking a shit or looking at his phone but something told me to check up on him.

I got out of bed and went to the bathroom, he wasn't there. Strange.. I noticed that the front door wasn't locked, maybe he went to the roof? Lucky for us, we just needa walk out of the room and to the left is the door to the roof, for an odd reason, we were put the farthest from the rest of the people in the building. Can't imagine why that is.

I walk out and saw Tommy talking to himself.

"I guess today is my day huh?" He chuckled. Looking down to the city.

"Goodbye Dad. Goodbye Wilbur. Goodbye Technoblade.... Goodbye Tubbo.." with that I saw he climbed up onto the rails, trying to get over them, that's when it clicked, I reacted fast, running over and yanking him down. Obviously scaring him and catching him off guard.

He looked to see me holding him back, he tried struggle against me, he was much stronger then me, so I was using all of my strength to hold him back and not let him jump over the edge.

"Let me go Tubbo!"

"No! What the hell were you thinking?!" I screamed at him.

I'm glad we are the farthest from the other people in the building, otherwise many would have woken up from the yelling.