𝐂𝐈𝐆𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄 𝐁𝐔𝐓𝐓𝐒 {𝐦.𝐦.𝐫}

{ 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐚𝐝 }

Breakfast ;
"Morning" theo nods "morning" i smile at him, pansy walks towards us along with onyx

"Pass the pancakes" enzo smirks "Here" i pass it over "thank you kindly" he winks

I smile opening up my leather binded journal

Journal entry 439. Date ; 8/1/96
Sorry i havent been writing recently. Ive been caught up with mattheo being in azkaban, and going back to school. But this is my first day back. Everything is back to normal, mattheo isnt here, were just the same slytherin group we were before. Just dracos more quiet theos not swooning over me and. Maddies not trailing behind me like a lost puppy dog. Instead she follows astoria around. Not going to lie this might be my most hardest year yet. The weight of guilt? No regret? I dont even know how i can explain it

"What you got there" pansy looks over, i quickly close my journal "oh, thats her journal" theo chews

"She doesnt let anyone close to it" blaise gulps his pumpkin juice down "thats, not- um- entirely true" i stutter "sure it isnt" enzo glares

Everyone turns there heads towards me

"Oh fuck off" i snarl opening it again

I really miss mattheo. And i hope hes doing okay. Anyways, im going to start to cry. I better go
natailie k. yaxley

*BELL RINGS*

"Come one lets go" enzo rolls his eyes "coming" i sigh placing my journal in my satchel

As i pass hundereds of new first scattered first years, i see ron and harry cracking laughs at some off the first year boys walking into the girls lavertory

I trail along after enzo, eventually making it to poitons, the new teacher asks us to take out our text books

He explains what we have to do to make the perfect living death potion.

"I got this one" lorenzo chuckles "yeah- thats um for the best" i rub the back of my head in embarasment

I watch closely as lorenzo trys his hardest. Draco too, but i glance over to harry smashing the sead like thing instead

"You should smash it with the blade" i smirk "What?" he frowns his brow "potter was doing it" i shrug reading my love novel

"Ha" he scoffs smashing it instead of cutting

Draco peers over to me

"Take a picture itll last longer malfoy" i chuckling flipping my page "somthing like the picture of you and mattheo in your left jacket pocket" he chuckles evily

"Ha ha, very funny blanc" i glare, he goes silent again dropping a few grains if dried dandelions in his culdron

"Will you two shut it" astoria snarls "will you stop being a whore" i glare

"What the fuck did you just call me" she drops her culdorn stirer "A whore" i shrug dropping my love novel

"Leave her alone yaxley" maddie steers towards us "Or what, little puppy dog" i pout walking towards her

"The" i start to snarl in her face "little pathetic puppy dog" i smirk

"Just like your pathetic puppy dog whos stuck in azkaban" she talks slowly, basiclly whispering in my face

"FUCK YOU" i snarl punching her onto the ground "YEAH MADDIE? IVE BEEN WAITING FOR MONTHS TO DO THAT" i spit

Draco and lorenzo hold me back

"WOULD YOU LIKE MORE" i ask trying to kick her

"Dont just sit there potter, HELP US" lorenzo snarls, harry and ron get up. They try and hold me back aswell

"UGH, LOOK AT MY NOSE" she gasps wiping blood off her uper lip "HOWS IT FEEL" i spit

"YOUR INSANE" astroia torts "AND YOUR A FUCKING WHORE, FUCK OUT MY FACE BITCH" i snarl

Astoria drags maddie to the hospital wing

"Natalie calm down" harry turns me around, i take deap breathes.

"Pass my satchel" i grind my teeth pointing at my love novel

Draco quickly passes it to me

"Good day professer" i smile and speed out of the class in rage.

Rushing towards the girls lavertory

"AHHHHH" i scream punching the stone carved walls

𝐈𝐟 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐨 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬  𝐢𝐬𝐧𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠

"Yeah well hes not here" i sigh starting a conversation with myself in my head

𝐖𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐡 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐲 𝐬𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫, 𝐜𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐧, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥

"To bad"