Anxiety Attack

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I wake up to an empty bed, sheets spread out, alone.
I lay my head back on my pillow and sigh. I don't even want to deal with today. I go on Twitter see a lot of nice tweets and support, I think of what video I want to post today. I text Matt,

"Hey would you mind if I posted the video of us two today on my main?"

"Whatever you want beautiful. We can handle whatever they throw at us💜"

I smile and tweet out,
"@arianagrier: hey guys! New video today at 3 pm WST. It's an important video and I'm very excited to put it up!!💘"

I get up and get all the clothes I want to take with me to Magcon and throw them in the washer. I collect all of my accessories and beauty essentials and pack them. As I finished up packing everything I uploaded the video, very nervous and anxious about everyone's reactions. I got tweets back saying it was adorable and they thought we were cute together, others thought the opposite and said some very rude things, but instead of letting it get to me I tweeted and said,
"@arianagrier: I don't care what people say about my relationship, i'm happy, he's happy. That's all that matters."
I decided to go to the mall and get some last minute things for the trip.
As I started on the highway my car started to stall.
what the hell, why is this happening to me?
I drifted over to the side of the highway and called Nash,
no answer. Great.
I called Cam,
no answer.
I called Matthew,

"Hello Babe!"

"Hi I'm stuck on the side of the highway in my piece of shit car and I'm freaking out because people are driving really close to my car." I said very quickly in a panicked tone.
"Oh my god. Okay I'm on my way, stay in the car, lock the doors, and breath. I have to go bye."
"Matt, stay on the phone with me."
"Why?"
"I'm having an anxiety attack and you're soothing it. You're making me forget about what's going on. Think of memories. Talk to me."
"Okay...? What do you want to hear?"
"Anything."
"Alright-" He said, shutting his car door.
"The first magcon event, it was in DC(a/n I know it actually wasn't in DC, go along with it!). I saw you and instantly smiled, I knew I wanted you. Everything you did, every word you said, every action you portrayed made me so happy. You wore an oversized sweater with black leggings and brown boots. You had a maroon scarf on. As we made our way to the venue it started to snow. You giggled, looking out the window. When we reached the venue, you got out and took a selfie with the snow falling perfectly on your hair. You quickly looked at me and smiled, I smiled back. You explained your excitement about the snow, which made me laugh. Walking into the venue you snapped a few pictures with fans and signed a few things. On the stage you announced our names and as you said mine, my heart fluttered. I took the mic from you, our fingers touched and I felt sparks. What you didn't know was when you weren't looking at me, I was looking at you. The way your hair would fall at your face, or the way the corners of your mouth would dip when you smiled. I knew I wanted you, I knew I needed you. I knew you could change me for the better. I knew I loved you."

I couldn't speak, everything Matthew had said made me extremely happy. My heart rate was high, but not because of my anxiety, but because of Matthew; who always knows exactly what to say to make me feel special.

"Aria? You there?"

"I'm sorry. Y-Yes."

"Aria, I'm pulling over right in front of your car."

"Okay."

As Matthew pulled over I got out of my car and ran into Matthews arms. I started to sob and shake.

"It's okay. Baby, it's okay. We're okay, you're okay."

"It's not this. It's not my car or being on the side of this road. It's the fact that I'm in love with the sweetest, most caring, loving, and wonderful guy in the world. You make me so happy. Happier than I've ever been. You continually make me feel safe and loved. That story, it had my heart fluttering and my stomach tingling. No words could fully explain how happy you make me."

"I love you Aria, so much, but we have to get out of the road."
I laughed slightly and walked to Matthews passenger side door. As I sat down I called Triple A and told them all what happened. They said they'd pick my car up and tow it to their lot and fix it. After they gave me the address and phone numbers I hung up.

"When can you get your car?" Matthew asked.

"They're going to fix it and call me when it's ready."

"That's good. Before we get on the road I have to do something."

"Wha-" I couldn't finish my one word sentence because Matthew had cut me off with a kiss.

"That was for being you, and expressing how much you care about me." He whispered, his face only inches away from mine.

"I love you." I choked out.

He kissed me quickly and smiled; grabbed my hand and put the car in drive.

A/N
Things are going to pick up quickly and become more interesting :) I'm very excited to start this story back up!!! Comment your favorite part and vote for it!

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