[Chapter 5] Feelings

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"No you fucker! I won't do it! I was too much of a coward to even ask him out! I don't care give the phone to Kenma, i called him not you!! GOD NO! THATS IT IM HANGING UP!!!" Kei was walking in the circles unfortunately calling with his best friend and bickering over whether he should or shouldn't kiss Tadashi today, and obviously the blond got mad since he called Kenma to help him decide what to wear when suddenly Kuroo took over the phone daring the poor boy to make a move and try to get laid. As Kei hung up he looked over to his right where the bed with all the outfit choices were laying all over it. He walked to them once again looking through every single piece carefully but yet nervously. Kei agreed on helping Tadashi with his work today so it can't be anything too fancy, nor too baggy since he wants to look somehow decent in front of him. The blond tossed the white suit shirt to the side together with the baggy t-shirt and then there was just one option left. Kei picked up black turtle neck that perfectly hugged his upper body since he was pretty sure it was still from his middle school years, picked up his cuffed black jeans and put it on, tugging the turtle neck inside the jeans. Gazing into the mirror in front of him he put on a simple jewelry and he was ready to go. Kei put on his coat, hight boots took his phone, earphones, wallet and his keys into the pocket before leaving his apartment. The weather was very beautiful, the sun finally came out from behind the thick clouds after days of snowing, the wind was still partly cold but that didn't stop birds from playing in the air and Kei from meeting up with a certain greenish haired boy. The blond was walking through the same busy street as always, his phone showed 9:32am and earphones played- "How deep is your love- by Calvin Harris"

I want you to breathe me in
Let me be your air
Let me roam your body freely
No inhibition, no fear
How deep is your love?
Is it like the ocean?
What devotion are you?
.
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Hit me harder again
How deep is your love?
How deep is your love?
How deep is your love?
Is it like the ocean?
Pull me closer again

Listening to the lyrics carefully he thought about everything that had happened. "How deep is your love?" How deep was his love? His and Tadashi's? Kei knew he liked him, a lot and he also knew that Tadashi liked him back.. or he wouldn't say yes to their "date".. right? The blond after a few minutes of walking ended up in the same park Tadashi kissed him (on the cheek) the first time. He smiled to himself replaying the whole scene inside his head again and again. Could he possibly be in love with a boy he knew barely for three days? Seems to him like yes, he could. All the things he had been thought with the boy were something he wanted to cherish even if there isn't much of it. He remembered the time they met in this park and talked until the sun disappeared from the sky, he remembered how the time just flew by when they talked on the phone, how beautiful is Tadashi's smile, how happy he was when the boy said yes to having a date with him. 9:45am, Kei took a deep breath looking around the park clearly searching for someone until his eyes landed on a certain green haired boy skipping towards him with a big smile on his face. The blond couldn't take his eyes off of him. Tadashi wore a big grey jumper, a scarf that matched his fluffy hair on top, blue jeans that were cuffed as Kei's and some black converse with weirdly tied shoelaces that went around his ankles. Kei watched as the boys hair jumped up and down, his smile never fading off of his beautiful freckled face, he waved at Kei nearing closer and closer to him.
"Tsukki!! Hi~ did you wait long?" The blond could swear he would faint then and there right in front of Tadashi from how cute the boy was. Kei smiled and shook his head, patting the green haired ones in process. It looked like Tadashi was starteled at first, which almost made the blond take his hand away but before he could do that, Tadashi leaned into the touch closing his eyes. "We should go and get the cafe ready." The smaller male nodded taking his leave first. Kei took his second to admire the boy before running up to him like a lost puppy. The walk to the cafe was mainly quiet, at least from Kei's side, Tadashi talked and talked about how happy he was about the weather and how much he appreciates that the blond offered him some help. Sometimes Kei would ask questions about the cafe but as soon as Tadashi started answering the blonds question he got quiet and just watched the smaller boy talk. When they saw the cafe in front of them, suddenly both of them went quiet. Tadashi fidgeted with his keys trying to open the door, Kei as always just watched with a small smile on his face, after a while of staring he mentally cursing himself for acting like a creep and looked away from the smaller male.

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